My Grandmother

My Grandmother is gone to heaven
Not a day goes by when I don't feel her presence
She taught me more then little things
She taught me how to be strong always be treated as a Queen
She was a Lady you had to love
That's why I know God called her home to heaven above
She was very Special and dear to me
At times I still find myself in disbelief
That My Grandmother is no longer here with me
So I asked God why did you take this Grandmother of mine
His reply was child it was just her time
I know she is gone to a better place
I wish just one more time I could see her face
She had a voice where she would sing like a bird
She always love to teach and study God's word
I must say she disciplined me when it was needed
That's how I know how others are to be treated
She showed lots of love and was full of grace
She didn't have a problem putting you in your place
My Grandmother was all I had
Excuse me while I wipe my tears I'm still sad
I know God has called her home to rest
I promise you grandmother I will always do my best
Know more pain and suffering will she do
God I know she is at home safe with you
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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Parts of My Story

Parts of my story you wouldn't believe
I thought I had friend's child please
I stayed in a shelter slept under a bridge
The worst of it all was when I was unable to take care of my kids
If you know me then you know they are my life
Dying for them I wouldn't have to think twice
You look at me and say she's got it going on
Little did you know I was the one who had no home
I went days without a meal to eat
Walked up and down the streets wondering where I would sleep
I still remain with a smile on my face
God is not through with me I refuse to quit I have to finish this race
The old Kaye is dead so please let here rest
When God gets through with me then you will see me at my best
Always remember you don't have a testimony without a test
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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Can You Stimulate My Mind....

You say you want to get to know me....  well you have to stimulate my mind 

If you can't do that there is no need to waste your time or mines

I need you to get in my head.. my mind is yearning to be feed.. not  just trying to get me in the bed

That's required if you want to get to know me like you said

I need you to take your time, be patience... there's no need to rush... Giving me that mental stimulation is a must

I don’t want nor do I need a temporary fix....Stimulate my mind you can keep your stick.. I'm not a THOT nor will I be anyone's jump off or slide line chicks

I"m putting the cards all on the table

With that being said the things I ask and require are you able

I'm letting you know what I'm seeking and  what I'm about.... so that there won't be any miscommunication 

I'm seeking a partnership with more then sexual sensation

Where I need you.... isn't  inside of me.... but I need you to go deep look into my eyes they tell a story....I NEED TIME, MENTAL STIMULATION and a whole lot of PATIENCE...  thats what I need you to  discover.. I'm so beyond quick fixes, stick and move type bothers.. I'm ready for a  lover that I can lay with and it not involving using a rubber or pulling back the covers

I need you to make love to my mind for that's where you can start if you want my time.....Are you ready to pursue... If not there is know reason I need to continue to talk or get to know you.. Do you see this look on my face,  I need that good mind blowing loving.... you know the kind up above my waist. I need you to Make love to me from the shoulders up,  cause just playing in my stuff just ain't enough......Right now I need mental stimulation not sexual gratification....That's not where were at..I’m not ready for all of that..... See at this point you have to show me with your actions and not with you words  That will keep the unnecessary from occurring

I've only known  you for a short while....You compliment me babe I like your I'm feeling and digging your style. Loving me from the inside should be your only mission... I"m giving you the blue print make sure your pay attention. 

I'm a beast, loyal, trust worthy, honest a team player you should try and keep..All I want to know is can you take it deep

I want you to take your time, go real slow, If you do that I will want you even more

If you can get in my head.....The rest goes on said

So my question to you is can you stimulate my mind

2014 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved

You got me thinking

Just when I thought I had given up on love

You came in and showed me what it was really made of

I like when you hold me and tell me everything is ok

How you call and check on me throughout the day

How you hold my hand when were out

You let everyone know I’m your Lady so they won’t have to doubt

How we sit up and talk about the Lord for hours

How you like to surprise me and send me my favorite flowers

You told me to trust you, you will never hurt me
You had me lost for words, when you told me you were my husband to be

Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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In The Mist Of My

In The Mist Of My Storm
I lost my home being obedient and doing what my father said
I was not homeless this time he made sure I was feed and had a place to lay my head
He said I gave you a talent to teach and show others their life has just begun
You story will help someone else wither their storm
I was angry in the beginning I’m not going to lie
I didn’t question my father but yes I begin to cry
I didn’t understand how he put me in that place
When I know I was obedient and kept the faith
Right down to the vey hour when they came and sat all my things on the curve
My bother and daughter had to calm my nerve
I know how to get money without a doubt
I smile when I say my God just has me on a different route
So when God closes one door stay strong in your faith
God is a man that cannot lie he makes no mistakes
What God has for you is for you
Humble yourself a little more and watch what he do
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved.

I GAVE YOU MY CAKE

I GAVE YOU MY CAKE

As I sit here and think about it

Yes it was a Big mistake

I knew better I knew you wasn't worthy of my cake

I laid down the rules coming through the gate

You told me time is something you did not waste

I'm sorry your actions and words just didn't Align

From the looks of it your wasted your time and mines

I don't blame you I blame me because I should have made you wait

You See it had been a minute since my CAKE had been baked

Thinking with the wrong head it wasn't just you that wanted to get in the bed

Yet I told you the deal up front I can repeat every word I said.

I was thinking with my emotions but Im not going to lie I wanted to give you a try

But your actions now have me question my decision  asking myself why

I decided to step outside of the box and try something new

Now Im finding out the words you said to me none of them were true

See I told you I was seeking more than a temporary fix

Nor did I play second and refuse to be the side chick

Some of you men wonder why some woman act a fool stop being slick

I'm not new to this you should have said all you wanted to do was chill

At the moment I was keeping it 100 and keeping it real

See I'm not about jumping from man to man

 Now I'm going to sit down and wait for the man GOD has in plan

The one that's ready to make me his wife

He knows this and doesn't have to think twice

This ain't my first rodeo but it will be my last

I learned some valuable lessons from the ones I dated in my past

Thats how I'm able to call you out and not allow you to take me fast..

I know the difference between real feeling and those that are fake

By the time you get what I'm saying It will be to late

You figured you would tell me what I wanted to hear

So when you called I would always appear

You thought you would keep getting my cake

Based on your talk game and your performance hold on MR. wait

Let me tell you how to get my cake...

Set the oven on 350

It will need to pre heat

Let me pull out a chair so you take a seat

I added a little extra ingredient's in my cake

Make sure your ready and willing to handle this plate

Settling I can't do

I'm a strong woman that's already been through

I'm here to build you up not tear you down

I'm Queen let me fix my grown 

Low self esteem I never had

Let me get the mixing bowl I have a little more Ingredients to add 

Easy no that's not me

A grown woman that does what I want can't you see

The best way to cut out extra  communication is the Key

Bold upfront and blunt

I'm not going to sugar code it I'm going to tell you exactly what I want

Seems like I've added all the ingredient's for  MY CAKE

Let me turn the oven up so it can bake

The next person that gets my CAKE

 Will put a Wedding Ring on my finger and we will have a permanent date

Because everyone is not worthy of  MY CAKE

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@MSKAYES

My Sunshine

If I'm dreaming please don't wake me up
I ran across one that has me stuck
One thing about My SUNSHINE, he's not green or slow
I have to admit he had me when he walked through the door.
My first thought who is this man, I need to know more.
Then I told myself you need to talk to GOD, so I immediately hit the floor
I asked father is this the man that's in your plan
Because I had given up on love and decided I didn't want a man
My father told me you tried it your way now try mine
This man is different but I sent him just at the right time
My SUNSHINE walked in my life and brighten up my whole world I started having butterflies and feeling like a teenage girl
I decided to step outside of the box
My SUNSHINE is someone I like, no someone I could love a lot
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved

The Holy Alphabet... This is Beautiful

Although things are not perfect
Because of trial or pain
Continue in thanksgiving
Do not begin to blame
Even when the times are hard
Fierce winds are bound to blow
God is forever able
Hold on to what you know
Imagine life without His love
J oy would cease to be
Keep thanking Him for all the things
Love imparts to thee
Move out of Camp Complaining
No weapon that is known
On earth can yield the power
Praise can do alone
Quit looking at the future
Redeem the time at hand
Start every day with worship
To thank is a command
Until we see Him coming
Victorious in the sky
We'll run the race with gratitude
X alting God most high
Y es, there'll be good times and yes some will be bad, but...
Z ion waits in glory...where none are ever sad!

I AM Too blessed to be stressed! The shortest distance between a
problem and a solution is the distance between your knees and the floor.

The one who kneels to the Lord can stand up to anything. Love and peace
be with you forever, Amen. Ms.K. Simpson

What are you worried about?

Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life” (Philippians 4:6–7 MSG).



Two businessmen were talking about the economy:

Jack: “I’m about to lose my job and our house is in foreclosure, but I don’t worry about it.”
Bob: “How can you not be worried?”
Jack: “I’ve hired a professional worrier. He does all my worrying for me. That way I don’t have to think about it!”
Bob: “That’s a fantastic idea. How much does it cost to hire a professional worrier?”
Jack: “$50,000 a year.”
Bob: “$50,000! Where are you going to get that kind of money?”
Jack: “I don’t know. That’s HIS worry!”

Worry is something you learn to do.

There is no such thing as a “born worrier.” It is a learned response to life. You learned to worry from two sources:

1. You learned to worry from experience. After years of mistakes, failures, and unfulfilled expectations, you’ve discovered that things don’t always turn out right. Out of these experiences you formed the habit of worrying.

2. You learned to worry from examples. There are many models around you. Studies show that children usually pick up their parent’s worries. Anxious parents raise anxious kids.

Since worry is a learned response to life, it can be unlearned!

The starting point for overcoming worry is to realize it is useless. It does you no good to worry. It is “stewing without doing.” Worry has never changed anything. Worry cannot change the past. Worry cannot control the future. Worry only makes you miserable today.

Worry has never solved a problem, never paid a bill, and never cured an illness. It only paralyzes you so you can’t work on the solution. Worry is like racing a car when its engine is in neutral; it doesn’t get you anywhere, it just uses up gas.

The Bible teaches, “An anxious heart weighs a man down” (Proverbs 12:25 NIV).

On top of that, worry exaggerates the problem. It plays on your imagination. Have you ever noticed that when you worry about a problem it gets bigger? Every time you repeat if over and over in your mind you tend to add details, amplifying it so you feel worse.

What’s the solution? Instead of worrying, talk to God about what’s worrying you. He is someone who can do something about it.

“Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God’s wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It’s wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life” (Philippians 4:6–7 MSG).

I’ve Been Through It

I’ve Been Through It

I have been through so many ups and downs
You would be amazed at all the hurt I carry around
I’ve been through some life changing experiences
Now I know why God wanted to use me as one of his witness
To tell others who don’t have a clue
To let them know that he is the only one who can pull them through
Others wonder how I keep my faith
When he has stripped me down to nothing not even a place
I lost everything car, kids, house just to name a few
So who are you to judge me when you don’t know what I’ve been
through?
Some of you thought I would stay down
The only thing you didn’t know God was just turning my life around
To prepare me for what he had in store
To strip me down so I wouldn’t do wrong anymore
To get me ready for what he knew was best.
I know you don’t have a testimony without a test
I’ve been through it and so have you
Now put your trust in God let him show you what he can do
I’m not the same person you knew before
God stepped in and changed my life to give me so much more
You talked about me when you saw me fall
You had more to say when you saw I had nothing at all
So when God puts me where he wants me to be
Look back, remember parts of my story
You don’t know what I’ve been through
Pay close attention I’m now letting God do what he do
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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I Can't Stand A Disrespectful Child

I Can't Stand A Disrespectful Child

A disrespectful child don't live half of their days.
I'm done ,walking away ,giving you back to God before I put you in the grave.

I'm all you got at the end of the day
Child please, you will not ever disrespect me in any kind of way.

I brought you in this world and I will take you out.
So it's best you watch the words that come out of your mouth.

If you have something to say, you better not tell anyone but God.
Right now child of mine I'm ready to tear you apart.

I'm a new Christian I must admit.
I'm your mother and will beat the breaks off you if ever get slick....

I can't stand a disrespectful child
Lord give me the strength to calm down I know its going to take a while

Child you hurt me I'm not going to lie
Your my child someone I could never despise

As Mothers we do our best
From our children we expect the best and nothing less

I can't stand a disrespectful child
I know I've done my best so I give you over to God with a smile....
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved.

Seriously Your Not A Threat

I'm almost at the end of making my dreams come true

I see the door the devil is trying to stop me from going through

In the name of Jesus Satan I bind you and cast you aside

This is your stop your last ride

I'm taking back everything you stole

I let go and let God now he's in control

I'm kicking the door in taking my place in the hall of FAME

My father told me to trust, believe and at this moment I claim everything in Jesus Name

Really nice try

It's going to take a lot more than that to make me cry

I've sacrifice and gave up so much to get where I'm at

Seriously you are not a threat

I'm claiming the best and nothing less

So keep giving me these tests

To God I've already said yes

Yes to his will 

Yes to his way

Bring it on I'm cover by the blood I know how to pray
One thing is for certain Jesus loves you and has your back at the end of the day

Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved

I like you

I like you, do you know what that means
Stick around I promise to show you things you've never seen
I'll make you get in your feelings, and have you wondering why
I'm not bragging, but yes I have made a few grown men cry
When I like you I give my all, and that's know LIE
I'm not your average I want you to know
I'm not the type of woman you can keep on the low
Men say a woman like me don't exsits
Im addictive are you sure your up for the risk
If not its ok but I promise you, I will be truly missed
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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About Me

What is it about me that you like
Go ahead be honest it's alright
Is it the way I walk
Could it be my sexy voice you like to hear when we talk
Maybe it's my sexy lips
Could it be the way I move my hips
Could it be my bowlegs
Is it the way I tilt my head
Is it my beautiful smile that shines so bright
Is it the way I walk away, refuse to argue fuss and fight
Dig a little deeper if you will
There is more to me then my looks and my sex appeal
What you see is my external beauty
Look a little closer, you will see favor and faith all up in me
A woman of God I say in a loud voice
God got a hold of me, and yes that was the best choice.....
There is more to me then  the naked eye can see
You would know this if you knew anything about me....
 Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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Your New Lady

When I saw you with your New Lady
I thought my heart would skip a beat just maybe
A smile came upon my face
At that moment I knew all the painful memories had been replaced
I'm happy for you and your New Lady
Oh by the way congratulations on the baby
I have to get this off my chest
Why are you still calling my phone, being childish with all that mess
When we agreed going our separated ways was for the best
I don't want you anymore I must confess
I wish you well in all you do
You're an X for a reason Damn that statement is so true....
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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My Smile

My Smile

You look at my pictures and see a smile upon my face
If you really knew my story you would hug me with a warm embrace
I've been through so many ups and downs
Its a wonder why I carry a smile and not a frown
My heart is heavy in so many ways
I know this is only a test, there will be brighter days
It seems I'm all alone and no one is there
Going through all this mess just don't seem fair
The Smile on my face covers the pain I have inside
I learned to humble myself, and not have so much pride
From being abused, misused, homeless and more
I Smile because I no God has so much more in store
I'm OK with telling you what I've been through
Maybe my story can help you too
If you're going through it, know you're not alone
Sometimes God takes us through it to make us strong.....
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved 
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Just me

I know my worth, others don't
Settling is something I can't do I just won't
It took me a while to realize who I am
Before GOD came in my life I just didn't give a damn
About anything or anyone...
That was before I got the HolySpirit,The Father, and The Son.....

What God has for me is for me
So I learned how to sit down and wait patiently
For him to send me my king
I'm not in a hurry do you know what I mean
I'm just expressing some of the things I want him to bring

I want a man to finish my sentence, know all my thoughts
One that will accept me as long with my faults
Im a virtual woman waiting on a god fearing man
Not just any man just the one GOD but in my plan
So you see settling I just want do, I want let the devil get the upper hand. On Gods words is where I stand...

So I sit and wait
God's an on time GOD he's never late
I don't walk by sight I walk by faith.......
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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I want a man that will

I want a man that will

I want a man that will remove the hair from my eyes

I want a man that will want more then just to rub on my thighs

I want a man that will find my inner beauty

I want a man that will take the time to pursue me

I want a man that will open doors and send me flowers

I want a man that will stimulate my mind for hours.

I want a man that will make love to my mind

I want a man that will give me quality time

I want a man that will not make me cry

I want a man that will not lie

I want a man that I will not have to ask why

I want a man that will have my back

I want a man that will no what I need before I have to ask

I want a man that knows how to be a man

I want a man that’s ready to sit down and make wedding plans

I want a man that’s ready to make me his wife

I want a man that knows this is what he wants and don’t have to think twice

I want a man to do many things

Now you tell me what you can bring...

Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved 
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A Woman's Poem

Before I lay me down to sleep
I pray for a man who is not a creep
One who is smart handsome and strong
One who loves to listen long
One who thinks before he speaks
One that will call and not wait a week...
I pray he's gainfully employed,
When I spend his cash, he won't be annoyed
Pulls out my chair and opens my door
Massages my back and begs to do more
Send me a man who'll make love to my mind
One that don't have a problem giving me quality time
I pray that this man will love me to no end, and always will be my very best friend
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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You're A Woman

You're A Woman


You're a woman that can hold her own
You've been through a lot which has made you strong
Your a woman that won't give up without a fight
I must say that's  one of the things I like
Your a woman that keeps it all together
You intimidate people therefore the don't know how to get on your level
You're a woman that's God Fearing and keeps God First
People only have something to say about you when your at your worst
You're a woman that has changed her life around
They still throw your past in your face to try to bring you down
You're a woman that's sacrifice and gave up so much
You stood on your own and didn't need a crutch
You're a woman that has a story to tell
Your test and trials have made you excel
Your work doesn't go unnoticed

I admire that even when your going through it you keep Focus....
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved 
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A Soul Mate

 When one of them meets with his other half, the actual half of herself, the pair are lost in an amazement of love and friendship and intimacy and one will not be out of the others sight even for a moment."`I'm about to

"throw down on this cake, so when it comes out it will be real and not fake. So let me reach into my spice rack to see what I have on hand,to make a mix that will stick to my stomach like no other woman. 2 cups of intelligence, 1 cup of caramel. Cause she`s got to be sweet, mental, deep and sound. A touch of vanilla is good it adds a different flavor, the type of taste i want to savor. Cinnamon is always good to accent the taste. A few cups of culture so she`s down for her race. You see I won`t bite into anything That does not have a conscious of its own. That`s why I stick to chocolate. And leave angel food alone. I am adding butter cause she must be smooth. 2 raisins for the dimples will also be cool. I must add eggs so she can reproduce. Can`t leave her hanging cause I like children too!! I think I`ll add a little salt to balance her out. And a dominant profile to show she has clout. Here`s my secret in making this cake great,instead of using sugar i`ll throw some NutraSweet in so that she wont gain any weight. For a responsible woman I`ll throw in some yeast So she`ll swell with juices when I`m ready to feast. I`ll have to whip it up real good so their's no lumps in my mix, i don't need a woman who likes to play childish trixs. Love is a key ingredient it shows how much i care,to have it given back to me i think is only fair. I`ll add 7 cups of courage and into the oven to bake. Turn it to 360 degrees to balance out her mental state. I can`t bake it took long i don't want it to burn, i am a brotha with some concern. Now that it`s done brothas I won`t share her wealth But I`m sharing the recipe as I`m consuming this black woman all by myself.

Thanks for this Fred it was really sweet...
Kayundra Simpson

Satan You Can't Have Me!!!!

I woke up just in time

Satan was trying to put foolish thoughts in my mind

He is trying to pull me back in every way

Get your hands off me Satan God has me now

I'm here to stay

You must have forgotten I know how to pray

I got on my knees and started speaking in tongue

I'm ordering you to flee Satan you have no choice but to run

I know you can't understand this language I speak to my father in

I'm letting you know now Satan you can't win.

You saw you couldn't break me so you went after my kids

You thought that would break me yes it almost did

Anyone that know me no my children are my life

They are covered by the blood of Jesus 

I 'm turning them both over to Christ

Right now he is the only one who can protect them and save their lives

It saddens me to see that Satan would stoop this low

That just lets me know I'm at the end of my break through

So I got on my knees 

Started praying some more

My father already has my life plan out

I'm at the end of my breakthrough don't you hear my praise and shouts

I have faith not fear or doubt

I know whatever I'm going through my God will bring you out 

Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved 

When you need someone to talk to

When you need someone to talk to
How do you know if  its an emergency or not when I call your phone
How do you know if something is right or wrong
Alot of us feel like this time and time again
When we are really sad and just need your dearst friends
There is one friend you can call on 24hours 7days a week
Once you talk to him and give him all your your troubles
 I'm sure you will be in perfect peace
All you have to do is have faith the size of a mustard seed
Then ask, trust, believe and then you will receive
He already knows the desires of your heart
So talking to him would be a really good start
Man will sometimes let you down
Just remember God is always around
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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