Real ExPerience About Life.... : July 2017

Monday, July 24, 2017

Had A Pitty Party

Had a pitty party for a couple of weeks

Everyone tried to make decisions without me

That's when I said this illness and situation I will beat

I've had a life changing experience

That won't stop me I have to do things differently that's the difference

I have to learn I cant do it all on my on yeah I'm going to need assistance

I still have a voice

Any decision that is made will be my choice

This has taught me a lot about the people I call friends and family to

I'm not mad but my health means more to me than it does to you

Drama Stress Negativity I cant do

Thank GOD for caller ID your calls won't go though

The people that can reach me right now I assure you its only a few

Strangers have reached out and showed more concern

Oh I wont forget this is a lesson learn

Everyone is telling me I've been down to long

Well give me a minute this is a lot I have going on

Right now I ain't that strong

People deal with tragedies in their on time

With that being said please don't rush mines

Its OK for me to say I cant do this alone and I need HELP

Everyone I thought would be there has left

Lord I cant do this by myself

I need you to send the right ones to HELP

I"m not mad at all

So many wanted to see me fall

God had to sit me down so I could be still

So the plan for my life could be revealed

Nothing happens by accident or takes GOD by surprise

Certain circumstance, tragedies, and storms he use to open your eyes

We may not know or understand

Just know everything that happens in your life is in GOD'S Plan

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Wednesday, July 19, 2017

Expressing How I Feel

Expressing How I feel

You counted me out and that's OK

Continue to sleep on this lady they call Ms.K

You made time for everyone and everything but me

You always learn who is your friends and for you during a tragedy

I don't ask for much

The life I once knew is no longer such

I"m limited to where I can go and what I can do

Not one time have you reached out and asked if you could come through

I'm grateful for both of my daughter

For the way they love and take care of their mother

I know its a lot for them to take

Not a hi you doing do you need something let me just get you out the house to give them a break

Everyone is not going to be the type of friend that I am

So many of you have showed me you just don't give a damn

Depression is seeking in

Right about now I don't think I have a friend

If I died tomorrow the funeral would be pack

But when I was alive very few of you came to see me called got me out the house or had my back

My grand kids keep me going

They do it so effortless without even knowing

Everyday I look out that window wishing I could drive or even enjoy myself out side

Parts of me die everyday I'm just trying my best to stay alive

I don't want your pity I'm just expressing how I feel

We all know I'm going to speak my mind and always keep it real