I HEAR YOU

What you're saying sounds good
Show me if you would
I need your actions and words to align
Otherwise, I can't and will not give you any more of my time
I have a lot of love to give
But if you cant keep it 100 there is no way we can build
I'm too old for Netflix and chill
Something in my gut tells me you're not keeping it real
After a certain time your phone is powered off
I'm sorry explain that because I'm kind of lost
You say you have nothing to Hide
So an explanation I need you to provide
I'm sure you don't want to see my other side
Games drama extra and lies I truly despise
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Require

You look at my full sexy lips 

But should be paying attention to my actions & words as I prepare to take your mind on a mental trip

Are you trying to start a business with me because you not getting me in the bed

See what I need and require at this point in my life is not between your legs

It's not evening you giving me some head

It's about a team player building a foundation an empire and getting this bread

I don't F*** for the sport I don't casually date

I refuse to allow anyone to add any more to my plate

I need a mental & spiritual  connection 

I've elevated blame it on life lessons

It's only so much sexing you can do

Once you finish the bills are still due

Why you laying up with someone that can't help you 

If we cant build 

My interest is lost already for real

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You Want To Know Me

You say you want to get to know me

But what is it you want to know

I'm preparing myself for my Husband/King 

The one that's ready to settle down and give me the ring

I can't just accept anything 

To the table I know what I bring

Your desire to see me make it

Must be greater than it is to see me NAKED

Sex is not on the Menu

Do you still want to get to know me do you really want me to continue

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This the deal

I've accepted that I'm really ill

So I'm going to step back sit down and chill

My mind keeps telling me to go 

It's telling me you got to secure this bag though

My body is saying you're not ready but then I pass out and hit the floor 

I know its time to take it easy and take it slow

That bag ain't going to matter if I'm not here no more

See I got some major health issue my heart is functioning really low

Things I use to be able to do on my own

 I require assistant I can no longer do alone

I get really tired and weak 

So Negativity BS drama chaos foolishness ect you bring my way I will ignore you and even not speak

So many people make excuses for what they cant do

You have people like me with disabilities who wish we could fully function like you

Don't take anything or anyone for granted

Your life can change like mines in a minute an hour or day damn it

I"m not defined by my wheelchair

Or even the people that show they don't care 

Nor the ones that walked away when I just knew they would be there

To hold my hand and have my back

I'm not sending subliminal messages I'm stating clear facts

I'm grateful for my small circle especially the one that checks on me see if I've eating asked if I need anything

But my favorite just sitting with me its the little things

God is definitely using me and tragedies 

Stay tuned the testimony will be amazing just wait and see

For what GOD has for me is for me

I"m Just Not Built To Break 2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

When People that I haven't seen finally see me in my wheelchair all they do is stare Then asking the Famous Question what happen how did you get there as if they care. Now we hadn't talked or seen each other in months maybe years Life happen and these are my new set of wheels. I don't owe you a play by play whats on your mind how are you doing today. This adjustment is real and has definitely changed my outlook on life Where my strength comes from to keep going is only Jesus Christ You're not in this situation so please don't tell me how to feel. I'm not handicap but disable I'll ask for help if needed I don't like to feel enabled My support system became zero to none

I then became my biggest cheerleader got out and started having fun. Your crying and complaining about what you're going through. Its someone in the worst situation than you. I'm over the fake love fake friends and people who have shown me they not riding with me nor have my back.. Just remember this is only temporary I will not claim this for it's just a minor set back That was needed to wide out the phony and fake. God doesn't make no mistakes. when you're getting ready to get elevated sometimes you have to be brought all the way to the ground. He will remove those things and people that are not suppose to go to the next level with you let them go don't clown. You learn who is for you and has your back when your down. They said a support system is what I needed I needed to keep friends and family around. Well, that's what has pulled me through when the calls stopped the checking on me, the seeing if I ate, bringing me a plate or if I needed anything, That's when I took ownership of being in a chair and disable I didn't like how things seem. I know what's it like to be homeless sleeping under a bridge, I know what its like to sleep in a storage.... Get ready for it. I"m Just Not Built To Break 2017©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

People Make Time

Depression Is real

The things I want I speak

I"m no longer girlfriend material 

But wife

I know my worth if we not working towards that I don't need you in my life

The things I seek I speak into existence 

A woman will tell you 3 things how to get her, keep her and lose her pay close attention 

I'm too old to do just the boyfriend thing

I'm positioning myself for my king

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~Ms.K.Simpson~