Tuesday, March 27, 2018

Keep Calm

Keep Calm I'm going through a storm 
So when you see me don't be alarmed
You may see me on my walker
Stop and say hello I'm still a talker
You may see me with my cane
Oh how I hide the pain
But when you see me in my wheelchair 
Please don't stare I have a disability yes I'm aware
I will not argue stress nor do the drama
Being in this chair has taught me to be humble
Its hard I'm not going to lie
Every single day I cry
The Hospital is my second home
Funny cause when I go I'm all alone
That's where I get the strength to hold on and be strong
I have my weak moments when I want to throw in the towel
Close your mouth I know so many are saying not you WOW
Depression is real 
I'm no longer holding back or sparing anyone's feelings 
I'm going to tell you actually how I feel
I'm not forcing relationships with family or friends
I have real health issues I don't care who this offends
This is the only body I have to live in
It's not selfish I'm just putting myself first and learning to take care of me 
as well as my body
I've done so much for so many in the past
Amazed at how some are not there for me right now when I would give them my last
I forgive you but I'm paying close attention
There is no animosity or any tension
2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

Tuesday, March 20, 2018

She Got Pain

She got Pain all in her chest 
Lord, please let her rest
Her bad days are starting to out way the good
Sleep she wishes she could 
Pain so intense it has her up all times of the night
Depression setting in she's fighting with all my might
Most of you see the good days but never the bad
Many ignored, wrote off, didn't check on her she's not even mad
It gave her more strength than she thought she had
Some days she has no strength to get out the bed or cook
Stay tuned this is going to be a helluva book
2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Its Funny

It’s funny you can’t see me check on me while I’m alive 

But will be front and center at my demise

I'm not throwing shade nor sending a subliminal message

I guess I will chop this up as another life lesson

I'm going to count it all Joy I need all my blessing

I can't make anyone spend time see me or come through 

But for the ones that do I'm grateful for you

I feel like a black sheep at times

Support hmm where are the friends & family of mines
2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

Saturday, March 3, 2018

Dont Come For Me

Come for me if you dare
Didn't you read the warning sign dog beware
Go ahead release this beast
I"m a Thoroughbred hungry and ready to be released
Walk away and let it go
This is the first and last time I won't tell you no moe
You don't want no problems with me
Subliminal message Inboxes all that I see
You better walk away and let it be
When I was in your presence you had nothing to say
Now you leaving Voicemails and inbox go back ignoring me like you did the other day
See I'm a grown woman and those type of games I just don't play
2016©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

No Not Yet

No Not Yet
Do you know the real me
Don’t touch my body
Are you at the place where you really care about who I am as a person
Don’t touch my body
Are you absolutely sure you’re ready for a committed relationship
Don’t touch my body
Why am I saying this
Because the real me is not the exterior 
The real me is not the physical 
The real me is a journey to my heart
And you get there through successions of one on one conversation
Walks in the park taking your time showing that you really care
Through daily romantic provocations
That’s the real me that’s what I’m about
2013©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

When you Step To Me

When You Step To Me
When you first step to me tell me about my mind
My intellect my ability to reason my personality my flow in conversation
Please find something beyond the basic superficialities from your limited vision and limited mind
Go beyond what you see on the outside
I get compliments like that all the time show me what makes you different
Can you stimulate my mind
Causes if you can’t then you’re wasting your time
2013©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

Friday, March 2, 2018

I admire the woman I'm becoming

I admire the woman I'm becoming
Even though I'm going through and overcoming Don't get it twisted some days I look in the mirror and don't like what I see all these health issues and disabilities weighing down on me I am a voice that will be heard I'm more than my pictures and my words. I'm on a mission to empower and restore Blessings and doors are starting o open I want more I give myself self 10 minutes to have that pity party t cry or whatever it is Then its time to put on my high heels. This is a movement and mission I'm on Tragedy struggles test have been the best teacher for me I've really learned. Don't count me out I'm just getting started to stay tuned my work will elevate real soon. I don't need a click God will align me with the right ones he wants me to work with The first step believe in yourself your brand and your product.~Ms.K.Simpson~ 
(My story from stretcher to walker to wheelchair) #fromstretchertowalkertowheelchair
2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~