Keep Calm

Keep Calm I'm going through a storm 

So when you see me don't be alarmed

You may see me on my walker

Stop and say hello I'm still a talker

You may see me with my cane

Oh how I hide the pain

But when you see me in my wheelchair 

Please don't stare I have a disability yes I'm aware

I will not argue stress nor do the drama

Being in this chair has taught me to be humble

Its hard I'm not going to lie

Every single day I cry

The Hospital is my second home

Funny cause when I go I'm all alone

That's where I get the strength to hold on and be strong

I have my weak moments when I want to throw in the towel

Close your mouth I know so many are saying not you WOW

Depression is real 

I'm no longer holding back or sparing anyone's feelings 
I'm going to tell you actually how I feel

I'm not forcing relationships with family or friends

I have real health issues I don't care who this offends

This is the only body I have to live in

It's not selfish I'm just putting myself first and learning to take care of me 
as well as my body

I've done so much for so many in the past

Amazed at how some are not there for me right now when I would give them my last

I forgive you but I'm paying close attention

There is no animosity or any tension

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

She Got Pain

She got Pain all in her chest 

Lord, please let her rest

Her bad days are starting to out way the good

Sleep she wishes she could 

Pain so intense it has her up all times of the night

Depression setting in she's fighting with all my might

Most of you see the good days but never the bad

Many ignored, wrote off, didn't check on her she's not even mad

It gave her more strength than she thought she had

Some days she has no strength to get out the bed or cook

Stay tuned this is going to be a helluva book

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

Its Funny

It’s funny you can’t see me check on me while I’m alive 

But will be front and center at my demise

I'm not throwing shade nor sending a subliminal message

I guess I will chop this up as another life lesson

I'm going to count it all Joy I need all my blessing

I can't make anyone spend time see me or come through 

But for the ones that do I'm grateful for you

I feel like a black sheep at times

Support hmm where are the friends & family of mines

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

Dont Come For Me

Come for me if you dare

Didn't you read the warning sign dog beware

Go ahead release this beast

I"m a Thoroughbred hungry and ready to be released

Walk away and let it go

This is the first and last time I won't tell you no moe

You don't want no problems with me

Subliminal message Inboxes all that I see

You better walk away and let it be

When I was in your presence you had nothing to say

Now you leaving Voicemails and inbox go back ignoring me like you did the other day

See I'm a grown woman and those type of games I just don't play

2016©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

No Not Yet

No Not Yet

Do you know the real me

Don’t touch my body

Are you at the place where you really care about who I am as a person

Don’t touch my body

Are you absolutely sure you’re ready for a committed relationship

Don’t touch my body

Why am I saying this

Because the real me is not the exterior 

The real me is not the physical 

The real me is a journey to my heart

And you get there through successions of one on one conversation

Walks in the park taking your time showing that you really care

Through daily romantic provocations

That’s the real me that’s what I’m about

2013©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

When you Step To Me

When You Step To Me

When you first step to me tell me about my mind

My intellect my ability to reason my personality my flow in conversation

Please find something beyond the basic superficialities from your limited vision and limited mind

Go beyond what you see on the outside

I get compliments like that all the time show me what makes you different

Can you stimulate my mind

Causes if you can’t then you’re wasting your time

2013©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

I admire the woman I'm becoming

I admire the woman I'm becoming

Even though I'm going through and overcoming Don't get it twisted some days I look in the mirror and don't like what I see all these health issues and disabilities weighing down on me I am a voice that will be heard I'm more than my pictures and my words. I'm on a mission to empower and restore Blessings and doors are starting o open I want more I give myself self 10 minutes to have that pity party t cry or whatever it is Then its time to put on my high heels. This is a movement and mission I'm on Tragedy struggles test have been the best teacher for me I've really learned. Don't count me out I'm just getting started to stay tuned my work will elevate real soon. I don't need a click God will align me with the right ones he wants me to work with The first step believe in yourself your brand and your product.~Ms.K.Simpson~ 

(My story from stretcher to walker to wheelchair) #fromstretchertowalkertowheelchair

#fromstretchertowalkertowheelchair

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES