Tuesday, December 9, 2014

I'm Feeling you....A Collaboration between Terrance Lamar & Kayundra Simpson

I'm Feeling You

(Kayundra Speaking)

I'm Feeling you

I'm not going to lie

Tonight I had to stop, think, and ask myself WHY 

We TALK & Text all through the DAY 

If I call you LATE night will you answer your PHONE no way

You say I'm your LADY

Is that because your trying to get between my LEGS just maybe 

A FOOL I'm not 

Your PLAYING games and you need to STOP 

Now I could be mistaken 

REAL TALK this don't look like a good SITUATION 

PROVE me wrong If you can 

If not being my MAN wont be in the plan 

(Terrance Speaking) 

I feel you and I'm FEELING you this I can't deny.. 

I would tell you story, before I tell you a LIE!!

My story of life, love, and relationships of the past..

which are really not important, because obviously they didn't LAST!!! 

Me saying you're my lady and you saying I'm your man

is our way of agreeing to give US a chance 

I enjoy our talks & text I think it helps us grow

 WHATEVER form of communication it takes, to keep us close.. 

Now you're pretty, smart, and sexy so what's between your LEGS is good I'm SURE

but I'd rather get what's between your CHEST and BACK, because I know that's PURE!!!!!

(Kayundra Speaking)

What you're saying REALLY sounds good

Instead of telling me why don't you SHOW me if you would

DON'T get me wrong I need your ACTIONS and WORDS to align

Otherwise I can't and will not give you anymore of my TIME

I have a lot of LOVE to give

But if you can't keep it 100 there's no way we can BUILD

I'm to OLD for a boo thang, cut buddy or hanging out, let alone just chill

Something in my gut tells me your not keeping it REAL

After a certain time of the night your  PHONE is powered off

I'm sorry EXPLAIN that cause I'm kind of LOST

You say you have nothing to HIDE

So an explanation I need you to provide

I refuse to let anyone take me down through there on a joy ride

(Terrance Speaking)

It sounds like... you've been hurt once or twice

 maybe broke a heart or two yourself.. but that's why is called the circle of LIFE

This NEED of ASSURANCE I understand very well

 but no one can knows the future ONLY TIME will tell

 time is the essence WE neither have to waste, or spare so my question to you is where do we go from here

cause I thought my actions were deliberate, and my intentions were CLEAR!

My intentions are to be up front honest and honestly 

if you don't feel I have I'm sorry  but when you start to question 

my INTEGRITY we kinda have a problem!!! 

If I didn't want this I'm GROWN enough to say it and we both can move on 

I would never do something as MINUSCULE as turning off the phone, come on!

 I LOVE your mind, soul, and body..but if you're UNSURE, we should take a pass. 

Cause though I love making love to you, I want our LOVE TO LAST!!!!!

(Kayundra Speaking)

Now that we are on the same PAGE

 let's go ahead and  go to the next level set the stage... 

I need you to make LOVE to my MIND and STIMULATE it at the same time

But most of all put in that work and give me quality time 

Where we go from here well....

 I want you to lay back and enjoy the RIDE

 these FEELINGS of mine i will no longer hide.

 Your body will be my play GROUND

YES its about to go down .

 What I'm ABOUT to do to you is not RECREATIONAL or for LEISURE

 Know its ME you want because I aim to please ya.

I told you with ME there would be a lot for FIRST

I'm a BEAST none of this is rehearsed

 I'm not  GOOD or with that ONE night stand 

SO make sure your words and ACTIONS go hand and hand..

I go HARDER than paint and I can only do the things I do with MY man!!!!
2014© Kayundra Simpson And Terrance Lamar, All Rights Reserved

Saturday, December 6, 2014

I PRETEND I don't see...A Collaboration between Terrance Lamar & Kayundra Simpson

Terrance: I PRETEND I don't see, your lust for what's in these streets, but you say you LOVE ME...I PRETEND I don't hear, when you think your being discrete, the conversations you hold SECRETLY!I pretend I'm sleep, so YOU THINK it's OK to text, and TWEET..(wrong)So I Put on a smile, and act like everything is OK, until YOU come home ONE DAY...To that house, that used to be a HOME, and everything in it is GONE..and a DIVORCE DECREE is all you see. Then YOU'LL will KNOW, I was the ONE "PRETENDING" all ALONE!!!!!

Kayundra: Don't pretend we both know something is wrong Lets address it try and fix it or we move on Its been a minute since our house has been a home Maybe I went about it the wrong way to get your attention-now that I have it are you ready to listen I have lust for the streets naw just creating other ways for our family to eat I love you and that's something I can't deny I'm with you to the end I'm your ride or die 

Terrance: OK I'm listening..talk to me, but not AT ME, or treat me like I'm SLOW, cause that by now you should ALREADY KNOW(I'm not!!!). I don't really talk much, but when I do, I need you to LISTEN..I'm sorry it had to come to this, just to get YOUR ATTENTION!! ADMITTEDLY I can say, I hadn't communicated I'm the best way..but I've loved you so much, for SO LONG, I forced myself to looked the other way! I tried telling myself that what we share is BIGGER than the secret phone calls, you staying gone from home, and those streets corners you be bumping..but the LONGER I kept quiet about it, the MORE I felt US LACKING SOMETHING!!! And we both know where there's a lack, there's A NEED, and people will ALWAYS try to get their needs FULFILLED..so let's fix this NOW, cause if given the chance SOMEONE ELSE WILL!!!!!

Kayundra: I don't think your slow but lately your actions have me feeling you don't love me any more. See I need you to communicate with me, don't you know I love you immensely, Losing you is something I don't want to do so baby tell me what do we need to do. I hear you loud and clear tell me where we go from here. Patience is still something I'm trying to perfect, we have got to communicate more so that we don't become each others EX,  Sometime I need you to slow down pour me a glass of wine rub my feet, don't say a word just listen. Lately I have had so much built up  and its causing us a lot of tension. When I tell you I'm hurt and I give you details don't blow me off  like I'm some random female.  Pay attention to my wants as well  as my needs, mentally emotionally spiritually my mind I need you to feed. How we got here I don't know I love you with every breath I breathe, You touch me like no other can don't you know your my best friend, my lover and my man sweetheart don't you know I'm your cheerleader and your #1fan. I'm going to take the blame for my actions and you take the blame for yours.  I'm excited to see what our future has in store. There is know one on this earth I love more...

Terrance:There ONCE was a time when WE didn't have to say it..OUR thoughts, our feelings and actions CONVEYED IT...I knew when you were hurt, and your HAPPY, and you knew MINE..I'd rub your feet, you'd wash my back, those were the GOOD TIMES!!! Those are the TIMES I MISS, and I know we have in us still..if we can put the BS to the side, and get back to what's REAL!!! Now we can talk about til our face turns blue, but let's be about it..Cause you love me, and I LOVE YOU...and though it's good being told, it's BETTER being SHOWED, then there's no doubt that IT'S TRUE!!!!!(soletsmakeitWORK)
2014© Kayundra Simpson And Terrance Lamar, All Rights Reserved

Tuesday, December 2, 2014

Its up to you

Where we go from here its up to you and how you pursue
Its not what you say but what you do

When you words and actions don't align

I get on down I dont waste my time
I give whats giving
Time shouldn't be forced but willing
I hear all the things you say
But its 24hrs in a day
A quick call or text just to say hey
That shouldn't be to much to ask
But if you have a problem fulfilling that task
I assure you... you will not last
Friend zone is where you will stay 
I'm at a place I know what I want and games I do not play
If your not ready to establish a friendship to lead to more
I'm sorry this is where it ends we have nothing to explore
If your seeking a quick fix or some nunu 
I'm sorry but pursing me is not what you need to do
I played games while I was in school 
You cant run that on me I'm know ones fool
Everything is a give and take
You have to be persistence and consistence to make me your mate
I don't do multiple people just that one I can build with and establish a permanent date
So until then I will patiently wait
2014© Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved

2014© Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved