Tuesday, December 8, 2015

NATURALLY FLOWING.....

You have manage to keep this smile

I must admit its been a while
Nothing with you is forced 
I'm paying attention but taking my time of course
I know timing is everything
I'm honored to be in the presence of King 
Neither of us know where this is going
But I must admit I like how its naturally flowing
Consistency and persistent is what you give me on a daily
I must admit my full attention you have seen to gain here lately

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Wednesday, December 2, 2015

Mother and Daughter

Mother and Daughter 


Daughter expressing how she feels 
(Yes I raise them both to keep it real) 
Through my life I've seen stuff grown-ups haven't 
Seen 
Been through ups and downs 
Yet I'm only a teen 
It all started on October 20th 
Back in the 1990's 
When my momma had me 
The doctor told her she was having another 
She now has a baby & a toddler 
It was good didn't want for nothing 
But things got bad and we started struggling 
Left our home in Arkansas and moved to Florida 
Money wasn't long no more it started getting shorter 
& shorter 
To the point now we are struggling 
I'll never forget the 1st day I seen my momma cry 
Deep down I was so hurt I felt like I wanted to die came home momma crying eviction notice in her Hand 
Then go to my sister’s room 
To see my sister head down crying and praying 
I was young but I wasn't dumb so I started praying 
Too 
I prayed to God that he would help us stay together 
And make it through 
From then hotel to hotel was our house 
Because we stayed getting put out every time we were doing straight 
Something always went bad 

It got to the point we lost everything we had 
Storage auctioned all of our stuff 
I think that's when my momma decided she had enough 
It got so bad my sister thought about hustling 
That's when my momma decided 
Florida wasn't for us 
We got the things that we did have and moved to GA 
Now my momma is an Author telling our story 
She has SEVERAL books out 
To possibly help another family not go down that route 

Real Talk: What Others Are Afraid To Say.... 

Mother Speaking back to Daughters 
We have been though a lot 
To give up on either one of you I absolutely will not 
We lived in a hotel for about a year 
Every day was a struggle 
But me not being able to take care of you girls 
Was my worst fear 
There were days I cried all night long 
Did things I knew were wrong 
Did things I didn't want to do 
You were my children and by all means I was going to take care of you
I had to make sure wherever we laid our head 
It was safe and felt like a home 
Through struggles test and trial you get a backbone
I'm not proud of some of the things I had to do
I'd do it all over again with no regrets just to take care of the two of you 
60 a day for us to have a place to stay
It's was times I didn't have that to pay 
But my God always made a way 
You were never on the streets 
Always had food to eat 
I kept you in the latest fashions 
Even when the struggles started to happen 
I'm not proud of some of the things you had to endure 
You guys have had the best of both worlds 
That’s for sure 
Through it all we remain together 
It was just a test we had to weather 
You're my girls 
Not to mention my whole world 
We have had some good days 
Bad ones too but through it all 
Always remember your Mother Loves you
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Friday, November 13, 2015

It’s been a minute

It’s been a minute

I’m having these thoughts in my head
It’s been a minute I chose you to come satisfy me in bed
I want your tongue to explore every part of my body
Yes I’m feeling real knotty

Let’s be clear I don’t want you.. I just want your sex
So feelings you should not catch
Put those things called feelings aside
Relax I’m about to stick it inside
Are you ready for me to saddle up daddy and give you a ride

I want your hand around my throat
Yeah I’m in that freaky little mood I want to be choked
Won’t be no kissing hugging or cuddling
I don’t want you to talk or say nothing
Just take your time I wouldn’t want you to cum all of a sudden
I need some mind blowing loving

I need the ultimate climax
You can leave after that
Don’t ask no question just get your stuff and go
Make sure you lock my door
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Tuesday, November 10, 2015

Epilepsy Not Good To me



Epilepsy today you wasn't good to me

But I don't think you will ever be

You knocked me down to the floor as I got up and tried to get it together

You knocked me down once more

My body ace and it feels like someone is kicking my brain

I'm learning that my life will never be the same

At times I feel a shame alone afraid sad emotional a burden and lost

I will fight you to the end no matter the cost

I advocate so much about this disease

Support Epilepsy please

I apologize to some of you I don't return you call in a timely manner

She (Epilepsy) is very hard for me to handle

My memory isn't worth a dime

I forget to take my meds at times

I feel I’m losing my mind

Yet I get up daily and continue to grind

I don't want your pity nor do I need your sympathy but I do need your support

There is no cure for Epilepsy I must report

I live fight and deal with an invisible chronic illness daily

Yes most of the time I’m a big cry baby

This is one of the hardest challenges I’ve had to face

Lord I just pray for mercy and grace 

It’s so much that come with this illness

I'm taking it by storm I’m not a victim but a witness.

November is Epilepsy awareness month SUPPORT!!
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Saturday, November 7, 2015

No Consistency No Connection



Ignoring me is like first-class disrespect

If you can't give me consistency then I've lost the connect

When the communications stops so does the connection 

I'm not a collectors item you cant add me to your shelf as one of your collections

You say I didn't give you time to show your interest

But your all over FB & making appearances trust and believe I was paying attention

Silence is golden nothing needs to be said

Your action showed me everything I needed to see instead

You contacted me and expressed your interest

30 days later no contact did you really think you would keep my attention

My reply was 7 whole days not a word from you 

Gone back to whomever had you attention I"m one you should no longer try to pursue

You make time for thing and people you want to do


If you don't make the time to keep my attention I forget about you


Get out my inbox boo

Now you call me angry hurt and bitter

Why because I rejected you MR

If I was interested in average I would have been off the market along time ago

What you thought I would sit around and wait for you to see my worth my 
self esteem ain't that low

Put in the time and work cause I don't wont go

Nothing is giving everything is earned 

If your not willing to purse put in the time and work then your not my concern

Don't approach or contact me if  you don't have the time to court date & purse me to go to the next level

I've worked to hard I refuse to settle

I'm not stuck up  just learned to be careful

The only chase I can relate to is Chase Bank

Chasing and running behind a man I can't 

I'll show you interest but if its not giving back

I'll keep it moving and that's a known fact

I'm A Grown woman awaiting a grown man

If you know that's not you keep it moving I'm just saying
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Wednesday, November 4, 2015

Been Through Hell And Back....



Been through hell and back

I've had some major set back 

But giving up now I won't and can't do that

I'm still here and I'm still standing

I'm in beast mode I'm not playing

I've been knocked down kicked down pushed down and had dirt thrown on me.

Not to mention I have a chronic invisible illness I fight and deal with on a daily called Epilepsy 

Through it all like a seed I still grow

That's why I'm very selective who sits in my front low

As I elevate and go to the next level

I pray to GOD my health gets better

My main focus is to remain focus and continue to get this cheddar 

You may have been able to tilt my crown but...you will never knock it off

I'm going to continue to grind get streams of income like a boss 

I will continue on my journey with my head held high and my crown in place 

Now do you know why I keep a smile on my face 

If you still didn't catch it its because GOD FAVOR and Grace 

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Tuesday, November 3, 2015

You cant cuff me just for one season

You cant cuff me just for one Season

I missed the boo drafting season this year

Why would I settle for a few months out of the year no dear

When I know my future husband is near

I'm not a woman you can have just for 1 season

I require all 4 season so please don't let it be any confusion 

I'm a long term lifetime type of chick

Not one you can just cuff without making a commitment

Seasonal I just don't do.. 

I'll pass i'm not interested in getting to know you

Just so we are clear NO I can't be your boo 
Its cuffing season know you worth and believe in you
Don't settle for less then you suppose to

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Sunday, November 1, 2015

NOVEMBER EPILEPSY AWARENESS MONTH SHOW YOUR SUPPORT

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Friday, October 30, 2015

7 days

7 Whole days not a word from you
Now you're in my inbox asking why your calls & text are not going through
You asked me why my phone is saying its disconnected
Probably because you have been blocked dismissed and rejected
So go on back to where and whom had your attention those past 7 days
I"m good at this point there is nothing left to say
Miss me with your excuses because they don't even matter
Man get out my inbox with that chit chatter
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Monday, October 26, 2015

You got my panties wet






You got my panties wet 


How did you manage to do that when we hadn't had sex


You had foreplay with my heart


I told you it was fragile from the start 


You made love to my mind

Pursued
 me stayed consistent and persistent the whole time


You gave me pillow talk at night


These feeling I'm having are hard to fight


What I like most is you playing in my hair


In my eyes you would stare


You said they speak when I cant


When I'm with you my mind draw a blank 


Catch me I'm falling I feel a little 
faint
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I want a connection Deeper Than SEX


Not Crying Miss Independent
I’m not crying miss independent because I want and need a man
Not just anyone but the one GOD has for me in his plan
I don't mind showing interest or catching feeling
A woman will tell you how to get her all you have to do is listen and pay attention
Call me thirsty if you may
I'm willing to take a chance on love on any giving day
Don't get me wrong chasing you I will not do
But I will let you know I’m interested in you
At that moment how we proceed all falls on you
I'm not with one night stand...
I want to be turned out and turned out only by my man
The grown freaky little things I want to do
I only want to do it with my boo
So again it’s up to you and how you pursue
I know my mouth is your biggest concern
I’m not perfect I’m going to make mistake what I don't know I'm able and willing to learn
You met the good girl now meet the bad are you ready to collide
When those two come together there will be soul tides
Are you ready to be on a mental HIGH
Or is this the part we say good bye
I'm putting all the cards on the table
At this point in my life it’s about team player team work and being stable
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Sunday, October 11, 2015

Shots Fired




SHOTS FIRED

You really took it there
Let me take a deep breathe I’m going to need some air
 I didn't want to come for you
I’m minding my own business as you should too
I have enough going on & on my plate you’re not worth the energy boo
See when you grow up you put childish ways behind
With that being said go ahead and talk about me you not worthy of my time
But before you come for me make sure you have all you facts
I’m a grown woman and if you have a problem or what to know something I’m who you need to ask
Don’t go off what one said
There are 3 sides to every story don’t be mislead
I’m know GOD is working with me and my mouth
Because right now I would be cursing you the Hell out
Stress literally makes me sick
But what pisses me off even more is a fair weather friend trying to be slick
Before you go putting your mouth on someone else
Look in the mirror and checks yourself
Stop being messy
You ain’t doing nothing but blocking your blessings
You got so much to say about me and what I’m not doing
All my pages are open keep viewing
You need to be calling Iyanla Vanzant to fix your life
Maybe she can give you some advice
But coming for me you need to think twice
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Friday, October 9, 2015

Reached out asked a few for some help



Reached out asked a few for some help
Got no response then realize I been getting this long by myself
Dropped the pride
That's when I realized who the real ones were that's on my side
No response is your response
I’m not acting funny throwing shade or even being nonchalant
Treat people how you want to be treated
You never know when something from them will be needed
Never cocky or even conceded
Just refuse to fail or be defeated
I have Epilepsy but it won’t have me
Grab a chair get your popcorn  wait and see
For what GOD has for me is for me
I wont have to borrow beg or plead
God will put the right people in my path at the right time to get done what I need
 So until them I will be still and let him lead
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Sunday, September 6, 2015

You want to lick and stick....



You want to lick and stick 

But you ain't put in and did S***. 

Nothing with me is giving everything is earn 

If you don't put in then I'm going to have to let you and this situation burn

When you walk into the bank you cant make a withdrawal without first making a deposit

Well that's me and how I think that's my logic

Now don't get it wrong it ain't all about you going in your wallet

Take the time to get in my head

Stop skipping steps trying to just get me in bed

I don't sleep with men for a sport

I'm a lady you have to date and court

Then and only then will you get the best results 

You want to pillow talk take my time

Take me out to eat wine and dine

Then try to hit... you have lost your rabbit ass mind

You always talking about liking and sticking 

But when I go to talking about bills taking trips and shopping then I'm the one tripping.. 

Don't ask for mines if you don't want me to ask for yours

I'm a grown woman not a little girl

If I have to do it on my own what do I need you for

See I require a team player so we can get so much more

I don't need a 1 to 2 minute thrill

So no MR. we can't hang out and just chill

No you can't lick and stick

You better go find you one of those thots or petty chicks

You have to have more to offer me than your mouth and your D***

Those type of games and situations right there I just ain't with

You can call me what you want but BROKE ain't going to be it

You want to call me out of my name

When I ask you for some change 

Yet you think its ok to ask can you lick and stick

I'm sorry but you ain't made not one deposit

Baby I don't have free time to do free things

Read that sentence slow so you will get the meaning and know what I mean

Time cost and its expensive

I don't like wasting mines I forgot to mention 

I hope you were paying attention...
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Monday, August 17, 2015

Don't Give up



Don’t give up

The tears just won't stop from falling

It’s not a easy journey when your life has a calling

Mess coming at you left and right

Devil trying to throw you off and make you lose sight

Friends have all walked a way

You must keep GOD first and continue to pray

That Man telling you he wants you and he wants to build

Yet his action only show he's just out for a cheap thrill

He hasn't support invested or showed he’s got your back

Stop listening to what he's saying and look at all the facts

No one is there and this life you have just doesn't seem fair

You feel like your drowning and just want to come up for some air

So you get alone and sit still

You're trying to figure out why you should keep pushing to live this life you live

They see your outside never take the time to look within

We all have a past but they are still judging you from yours we all have sinned

You want to shut down and just walk away

But you have so many people depending on you to encourage, inspire and uplift them everyday

So you realize it’s not about you

But the calling on your life GOD is trying to instill in you

You’re just a vessel getting ready to do great things

Hold on a little while longer in time GOD will reveal what all this means

You have to go through to get to

Look at all Jesus went through

No one calls and check to see if you’re good

Oh but how you wish they would

No one calls to see if you want to go to church or bible study

But stay hitting you up when they need and want a club buddy

You’re trying your best to stay on the right track

Its seems as if all odds are against you don't let the devil take you back

Back to your old ways doing things like you did back in the day

Trust GOD and keep the faith

I guarantee if you do everything will be OKAY
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Thursday, August 13, 2015

Started Wrong



(Kaye) 
We started this wrong from the beginning
This thing we were doing is now coming to and ending See truth be told we were never friends 
No foundation was build or established so there's no need to pretend 

(Chris)
No you misunderstood the mission I had to make a lot of tough decisions hang on just listen!!!

(Kaye)
Listen to what we were no more then just lovers 
That only got together when it was time to get under the covers.. 
An empty space we fulfill for one another
(Chris)
I must admit that Thang was the s***
and one hit it was to legit to quit
But realize this the love I had for you was beyond a quick hit
Beyond a quick fix
Baby your the ultimate wish like a pond full of tiny fish
But of course you're the big fish I try to get

(Kaye)
We were a need to fill and empty space.
It was cool at the moment but now i'm at a different place.. 
What we are doing is no longer enough.
I want love affection my future and marriage of course
You laid it down and handled your business I'm not going to lie 
But where I'm at right now & trying to go your not there so its time to say good bye

(Chris)
Never say goodbye just say I will see you later
I can't get you outta my mind it's like wrestling an alligator
Damn like a hot potato you were to hot to handle like the show scandal
You drove me wild and I hope one day to see you walking down that aisle
Become my wife my life at any price

(Kaye)
I didn't see this coming this took me fast.
I thought this was just a need to fill an empty space I was sure that what we were doing wouldn't last
Let along turn in to HAPPY EVER AFTER AND YOU MAKING ME YOUR WIFE

(Chris)
You was the void that feel my life
I had no choice but to make you my wife 
Let's start over like training wheels on your first bike I hope you might!! 
You got my emotional for real
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