Accepting My Disability

I've been disabled now for a year

Its been hard but I'm still here

This journey is not one a lot of you could have made

I'm stating facts not throwing shade

It took me a while to see that my entire life had changed

Pushed some people away I had to learn how to deal with this pain and the fact my entire life had changed

I had become bitter reckless and didn't love me

The mask has come off I can finally see

The direction GOD has for me

I went in on a stretcher came out on a walker then a wheelchair

I lost my independence just didn't seem fair nor if anyone cared

Some doors were closed that won't be reopened

Going through this had me lonely depressed suicidal and broken

On 7/20 the new chapter of my life will begin

This weak heart of mines they will start to mend

Whatever happens, now know that I have peace within

God has been caring me through this storm

But this is not an ordinary storm I needed it for my life to transform

For him to pull out of me what I didn't see in myself

I was broke broken broke down I had nothing left

I fell laid on the floor for a day lost body fluids felt some kind of way

Couldn't move to call anyone so I started to pray

God's got me at the end of the day

The best part about a fall is when you're able to get back up

I don't want your pity or you to feel sorry for me because you think I'm down on my luck

I want your encouragement for you to see I didn't give up I can't do such

Sometimes you have to lose to win

Release some folks family and friend

With every test will be an amazing testimony

Some trial and struggles reveal the fake & phony

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