Get Out Of Your Feeling

Get Out Your Feeling……… Get out your feelings I’m not in mine You really want to fall out with me about a dude this time We fam I thought we were better than that Seem like you had some feelings for the dude that you hadn't dealt with yet Keep in mind you sent him my way Said you were not interested in him in any kind of way So I stepped to him to see what he was about He was a cool dude we were vibing no doubt I don’t do drama nor do I like mess So I tell you what I’m going to do I’m going to let the both of yall rest It seems there was more going on than either one of you wanted to admit Let me Just say this I’m a grown woman and I’m not with this kind of Bulls Shit My calls and text go unanswered or when you finally respond you say you’ll call me back Yet you find time to text him and I know this for a fact But I’m your fam and we have been through a lot I can’t entertain this I absolutely will not I’m real good friends with delete unfriend and block If it really wasn't more then it appeared we would have been out toasting saying cheers So do what you do I don't have no more words for either one of you Copyright © 2013 Kayundra Simpson

Insecurities will have you miserable fix that.....

You tried to come for me so hey.... I told you I"m a writer and love how my pen flow.... Lets go


So I must be doing something right I see I'm a hot topic... for you....I was always taught that their more Miserable people out there in the world then their are HAPPY ONES... So I will make sure I wave & smile to give the Miserable people more to talk about.. This is the best FREE advertisement one can ask for.. keep up the good work.. When you down play me and talk bad your just going to send more people to check me out.. I heard A Life is on sale at Walmart...So why don't you go out and buy you one...


Thinking hmmmm you want me to minimize my intelligence in order to magnify your ignorance.. When you try to be nice to people they seem to want to take you for granted, but when you get ghetto with them they want to play the victim... Stay in your line because coming over in mines will cause you to wreck.....


Lord thank you for expanding my mind, shallow people can't hold me down with simple thoughts... When you don't forgive people, you're just basically letting someone who's no longer in your life block your blessings.. So Ms. Lady I forgive you cause your really have some major issues......you need to seek professional help for that... Leave me out of your Mess...You had issues way before he started conversing with me. If you would have been doing what you needed to be doing at home he wouldn't have been out seeking a friend to converse with.. YOu opened that door.. The thing about it. Like I told him and I'm telling you.. I can't offer you anything but a friendship... And after all this I can't offer that.


So your insecurities have gotten the best of you. I can't believe your over 40 and calling my phone like your still in elementary school... Name calling, loud talking, talking about the same old thing over and over.. Hmmmm I did that in elementary school. You really tried to make me get out of character... You keep doing what your doing... Your marriage will be over and won't be no happy every after. You're really coming after the wrong one... I refuse to deal with you and your ignorance I turn you over to God... Your drama I just don't have the time or energy to be apart of such foolishness...


Let me get this right your going through your husband phone, checking his call log calling every number that he has called or called him... Young lady please get you some class....Coming for me is something you don't want to do.. You get EXACTLY what you tolerate... I assure you I don't do drama I will let them White Folks handle you......


So you brought up things I did in my past... I put it out there.. I'm not ashame of anything I done in my PAST... I'm aware of what I did but you crossed the line when you started to bad mouth my kids... You see I could have got with you. Had your people missing you sitting up crying with a box of tissue... That would have been the easy thing to do. I had to ask myself Ms.Simpson what would Jesus do.. So name calling keep it up.. in the end you will see the best results... You're just not worth it. I've come to far to let a non factor cause me to get on here level...


This is the part that I find so amusing.. you have called my PHONE 113 time... Left 34 voice mails 1 email... You have went to my websites watched my videos and all you came up with was I was a big titty hoe, Who had a bad life, who was ugly and I wish my life would have been as good as yours.. Oh not to mention I had been to jail a few times... Hmmmm you really need to go seek you some help.. Get that checked out because that's really not normal. I see now who really is my number one fan. Your calling me private but leaving voice mails lol you go create a dummy email so you can email me.. but I had a bad life wow....


Let me address this I don't want your husband nor do I have any dealing with him...Your husband called me talking about you.. How he wanted to make his marriage work... How he didn't understand why you didn't appreciate him... You have a good man but that foolishness your doing. Your going to push him right into the arms of another woman.. A person is only going to put up with something for so long. He and I were friends no more no less.. Like I told him and you.. Its best he not call me no more and you either.. Now you heard this conversation... Sweetie why are you still calling my phone.. So your calling me 1 & 2 a clock in the morning.. He is not with me...You're really running up the wrong tree.. I really feel sorry for you. What I don't take lightly are threats... Even then I want stoop down to your level.. So go ahead post what you want say what you think my hurt me or my character.. Your fighting a losing battle before you even get started.


If one have to do all of that and that's their Husband something is seriously wrong. I never let people driven by drama derail me off my path to my destiny...What you need to do is treat your man right because what you see as worthless another woman will worship... Never get to the place where you can't be told noting cause you only setting yourself up for failure. Never give up on something you an't go a day without thinking about..


As I end this.. To my fans & followers.... Don't be crippled by the comments of your critics. Your character will always be revealed during times of conflict. I'm allergic to ignorance and haters...People that don't understand your struggle will try to undermine your success...Never let people infect your intelligence with their insecurity and ignorance.....

Where did you come from...

Where did you come from...

 You came in when no one was suppose to be here

 You didn't come in with hidden motto's you stayed consistent and sincere

 You held my hand every step of the way

 Told me to keep my head up there would be brighter and better days

 You didn't try to take advantage of my situation

 Even though my life was turn up side down you were very patience

You saw in me what I didn't see in myself

 I will love you to the day I die...for you I will give my last breath

 You taught me how to love again 

You waited patiently for my heart to mend

 But what I like the most you became my very best friend

 I was broken and you knew that

 You rode with me every step of the way and had my back

 When I didn't have a dime to my name

 I never had to ask you for one little thang

 You stayed on point your words and actions always Align

 I'm riding with you till the end of time

 You call and check on me throughout my day

 If I don't sound right your coming right away

 When your name pops up in my phone

 I get all Getty inside... Man you got me so gone...

 I love you and those are words I haven't told a Man in a long time

 You caught me at a good place and time

 I"m in my prime...Aging like fine wine....

 Submissive not something I normally do

 It just flows so natural when I'm with you

 I like how you lead but keep me right at your side

 But the most memorial moment was when you asked me to be your bride...

 Copyrights©2013 Kayundra Simpson

Fair Weather Friend

You don't really fool with ME if you go days...not a word, text, call no nothing when were suppose to be close...See when I was down going through my storm. You became Casper the friendly ghost..Disappeared At a time I really needed you the most... Now that I'm on my way back up don't say a word,make a call or send a text... I assure you we are no longer close..
People if they can't be there when your down..then why when your up your still letting those Fair Weather Friends come around...... Fair weather friends I just can no longer do.. I'm drain and so over you...If your feeling some type of way about this..... Then it's probably about you.. I went through my phone deleted 465 contacts.... Now I'm down to 10.. If you can't reach me you no what it is then...

I have no room in my life for Fair Weather Friends..I'm not mad at you I assure you that. I'm just on a different Journey and not looking back... I don't need anything or anyone in the way of my Destiny and that statement right there is a fact...I'm glad I went through this ordeal thank you Jesus........for revealing those Fair Weather Friends and showing me the ones that was Real. .It wasn't just the for the Fair Weather Friends it was some Family too.... Oh trust me I didn't forget bout you....Some may of you are cut off too. If your words and actions don't align... You are diffidently a waste of my Time....I'm on a different level and I'm staying to myself... If its not positive you can go to he left...

Now do you really know what that mean... A friend who is only a friend when circumstances are pleasant or profitable. At the first sign of trouble, these capricious, disloyal friends will drop their relationship with you. A friend who is only around when they need you. A friend who is only nice to you when it's convenient. Someone who's wishy-washy. Someone who is a "backstabber." Someone who abandons you in certain situations. I'm sure some of you have some in your circle.. I can no longer do them.. With Growth comes Maturity... I cant have things or people in my life that don't benefit it in some kind of way ...


I've lost a lot of people in my life friends/family.....and I'm not afraid to lose another one. I absolutely do not have time nor can I entertain nonsense...I had to do some cleaning up...



Cant continue to care about fair weather friends. Especially when there is nothing but static coming back from their direction. Friendships take effort,  what do you suppose to do when all the effort comes from one side only? The second I hit less than sunny times. They evaporated. No longer hanging out. Only called once by mistake in the last 6 months or so. No replies to emails or texts. Does not take a genius to see what is going on.So. I stopped trying to hang out. I stopped calling, because I felt like I was a hassle for them to talk to. I stopped emailing, texting, calling ect.... I stopped trying. Have a great day everyone...Ms.K.Simpson

Focused.....

 It's amazing how when I went to jail  what a difference it really made. Jail is not for everyone... Yet when I got locked up I could see things a lot clearer..After I saw that no one cared enough to visit me, write me or accept my call while I was gone, I changed when I got back. I didn't get mean, I got focused! Some take it as I'm being mean when really all I'm doing is staying to myself, staying focused and doing what I have to do to better me.... As I continue this journey God has me on.. I don't look at the bad things as bad anymore. I see them as lessons also a assignment that God has for me to do. In every bad thing you go through find the positive in it. God surely knows what he is doing with you. He don't make any mistakes.. 

When I got out of Jail its like my mind was on grind mode only. I only dealt with people who cared about getting money & grinding. If it wasn't about business, I had no time for it! The only thing I had to find a different kind of hustle. I wanted God to use me how ever he wanted. So I cried out not my will lord but yours.. Use me how ever you would like. When I started walking with God, certain things changed, but not everything. I still don't entertain anything that's not about something! I don't gossip or chill period! I vacation or do my hobbies, but other than that, I'm about my business! So don't don't take it as I'm acting funny. I'm just walking in the will of God.... I'm doing what I have to do to become a better me.. I'm positioning myself to allow God to use me as a vessel and to be a blessing to someone else..

I'm grateful for my new circle, my mentors, business contacts and people that saw more in me then my past..They saw something to want to give me a chance.. Atlanta is a state that its not what you know its who you know.. I just had one on my Business Contacts tell me welcome to Atlanta... All I can say the things and doors that or flying open for me. Is no one but GOD..  Don't give up on your dreams just because you get knocked down.. Keep fighting get back up.. Someone asked me with all that you have been through how do you still manage not to give up on God.. With a smile on my face he is all I have.. I love that man so much.. He knows the ending to my story, He has shown me what he has for me and I want it hold heartily .. He has never left me, he don't judge me, he is my provider the list goes on and on.. If you have not tried him... I must say your missing out... Have a great day everyone... Thanks for all your support...Ms.K.Simpson love you all.. 

I Hear All The Time I'm Mean

A lot of people call me MEAN.....Hmmmm My thoughts on that.. This isn't my intent, I'm a potentially intimidating woman.... I am very conscious of this and generally actively try not to be but it's in my DNA... I'm very passionate. I am very confident, assertive, and can sometimes be aggressive. Combine that with a WOMAN that have been through somethings, seen something and don't have time for GAMES period. I say what I mean and mean what I say.. I can see how if you don't no me you would say that.. I don't let everyone in my circle. My circle right now is so small it don't make a dot to make a circle.. I've got a very large presence, which can be imposing. 

I'm not mean: I'm honest... their is a difference.. I just say whats on my mind even if most can't handle the truth.. I say what everybody else keeps in their head. I'm Not Mean... I'm Just Keeping It Real. I'm not a bakery so there is no sugar coding over here...I'm going to give it you you uncut and raw.. I'm brutally honest its not my fault that the truth hurts or you cant handle it.. So here is a band aid for you..

I can be the sweetest woman in the world. I am a genuinely good person. I'm silly like to have fun. If I can help you in any way I will.. I can be a great listener. I really do empathize, and I'm good at dealing with emotion (a lot better than most). I'm a genuine person...Yes I am a handful but mean well.. I'm incredibly affectionate, both emotionally and physically; and if I like you, there's no way you can miss it.

I give the world for my friends. When I call someone my friend I mean that I love them. That their happiness as a person is important to me. My friends love me too. And I don't keep score. There is no balance sheet. It's not a competition. I don't go along to get along, and I don't believe in politely accepting that which I strongly disagree with.

If it's a matter of subjective judgement or opinion, I'll strongly present my views, and listen to yours; and I'll defend and argue mine as long as you want. Maybe you'll change my mind, maybe I'll change yours, and maybe we'll both learn something along the way... And it's not a competition. Conversation is about ideas, and information, and argument, and personality. It's not about winning and losing.

When I'm wrong, I'm the first guy to admit it. I'm harder on myself than anyone else could be. I do everything I can to fix my mistakes, and to make sure they don't happen again. I REALLY hate being wrong, but I'm glad when someone points out I am, because I have to opportunity to fix it.

Thing is though, not everything is a matter of opinion. You can't always "agree to disagree". Truth is truth, facts are facts, and the real world doesn't give a damn if you don't like something, or something makes you feel bad. Reality is what it is. You can have your own opinion, but not your own facts; and if I know for a fact I'm right, I'm not going to back down just to make you feel better.

That is, unless I don't give a damn about you whatsoever, in which case I won't even bother. If I'm actually arguing with you, it's because I respect or value you enough to think you're worth the time and effort... Well... unless you've really pissed me off, or unless I'm just doing it to amuse myself.

The other thing is... I don't play games; because frankly, unless I really like you personally and value your opinion... I don't give a damn what you think or feel about me. I don't try to earn peoples good opinions; except in trying to make my actions the right ones as much as I can. I say what I want, when I want, and do what I want when I want; based on my own rules, and my own code.

I don't do or say things to impress people, or make them like me; nor do I refrain from doing something or saying something to gain or preserve someones good opinion of me. I do them because it's who I am, or what I want or feel I need to do. I'm secure in myself, and in general I don't desire or require validation or approval from others. Faced with all this, some people are intimidated, or even feel assaulted. They feel I'm arrogant, or conceited.

And yeah, I can see why some people feel that way. Intent or not, actions or not, tone or not... yeah I can see it. Yet you would have to know me and if you feel that way its clear you don't. I have a very few, very close friends who I would kill or die for; and who put up with me and my was (and I with theirs). I have a very select group of people who I really care about, and who I think care about me, and who I would do almost anything for within my power. I'm very lucky in this. Frankly I count myself among the luckiest woman alive because of it. Some of you think I'm mean I'm really not. You just don't know me and I'm very careful who I allow in my personal space. With that been said..... Don't judge me until you know me. Don't underestimate me until you challenge me. And don't talk about me until you talk to me. If you really knew me you wouldn't call me mean. You would call me real, grown, mature, blunt, upfront, plays no games, set in my ways and the list goes on and and on but not MEAN 

Dear Future Husband & My Happy Ever After

 Future Husband, My Happy Ever After: Sometimes when I say I'm okay, I need you to look me in the eyes , hug me tight, and say, I know you're not. I'll be a fireball you can barely handle sometimes. I want to be the woman who makes your bad days better. The woman that makes you say, My life has changed since I met her. I cannot imagine my life without you, I know this was nothing but God who sent you to me. Everyday I thank God for giving me you. You are the biggest blessing in my life

There may be a million things to smile about, but you're definitely my favorite one. I don't just want random texts saying, I miss you." I want that call saying, Come outside, I'm waiting for you. That moment when you look over at me, and I'm already staring at you.You have my whole heart for my whole life. I have been in love twice you make three. I'm just as Happy as I can be... I want to wake up to your smile everyday. I will answer to many names: angel, sweetheart, babe. But I think my favorite will be when you call me your wife.

You're the keeper of my secrets, the hand I'm holding, and the reason I smile. Someone who really loves you sees how moody you can get and how hard you are to handle sometimes, but still wants you in their life. You do know I have my moments....

My first name and your last name sound great together. Our wedding day will be the day I marry my best friend, the one I laugh with, live for, dream with, & love forever. I will do everything in my power to make sure you are happy.

Little things that mean a lot: forehead kisses, long hugs, sweet texts, holding hands, and gifts for no reason. All it took was simply meeting you to prove to myself that not all guys are the same. I've never been happier to be wrong. I'll never look at you and think this is as good as it gets. I'll always look at you and think it gets better all the time. I am insanely and madly in love with you.

No matter what we run into and no matter how hard things get, I want us to stick together. I remember praying these words..Dear Lord, make me the woman my future husband needs me to be & the woman of God your turning me into. I didn't want a perfect man. I just want someone to act silly with, someone who treats me well & loves being with me more than anything...

You see, I love you and I don't want to lose you because my life has been better since the day you found me. I fall asleep in your arms, not because I'm bored, but its because I feel safe. I will be yours, and you will be mine. Together we will grow old like fine wine. I will be a wife who will love you, cherish you, and always make you feel special. We are going to drive each other crazy sometimes, but there is no one else I'd rather spend my life with.He must become greater and greater, and I must become less and less. John 3:30

Only God can love you more than I do. I loved you since the first time I saw you, never knew a friendship would turn out into a love like ours. I will love you unconditionally and always stand by your side.

We fight, we cry, we laugh, and we know each other like the back of our hands. Not only are you my best friend, but the love of my life.

I need someone who is prepared for random texts, my imagination, pointless arguments, sad/happy tears, and the acceptance of the real me. I want that late night movie, long walks in the park, cuddle up on the couch, kind of relationship.

Your dreams and wishes for life become my dreams and wishes, I'll support and believe in them just as if they are mine. When God made you, He must have been thinking about me. I take you to be my best friend, my faithful partner and my only love. I promise to love you through all the good times and bad. I thank my God in all my remembrance of you. Philippians 1:3

Your Future Wife & My Happy Ever After