I Wonder Why

I wonder why

People say good things about you when you die 

Heart felt makes some cry 

But can't check on you when your alive

Yet will show out at your demise

 Acting a fool and telling lies

 I wonder why

 It shouldn't take a quote pic or post for someone to check on you

 Especially when they know what your going through

 I wonder Why 

Yet they watching you liking your quotes and pics

 But can't call send a text stop by hmmm some of y'all need to quit.

 If something happen to you they would feel real bad 

But you never made time now that's sad

 I wonder why

 People quick to bring up your past

  See the changes your making or made that's a conversation that wont last

 I wonder why

 Everyone is busy and have things going

  When are you coming to show your love ones that going through some love when GOD calls them home 

                                                                       I wonder why

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DON'T COME FOR ME

Don't come for me that just wouldn't be good 

We all have a past but you want to sit up 

And talk about mines as if you don't have one

Don't get it misunderstood 

The difference between me and you

Is I'm not ashamed of anything I've done 

you must be because about my past your 

Mouth you want to run

This is your only warning hon 

I come with a warning label so

Please proceed with caution 

You on some little BOY/GIRL shit 

I'm trying to build empire I'M BOSSIN

Let me tell my own story I don't need a narrator

But that pillow talking you doing

About me is the move of a hater 

Classy Sassy Sexy with a little bit of HOOD 

Please don't come for me that just wouldn't be GOOD

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@MSKAYES

Keep Calm

Keep Calm I'm going through a storm 

So when you see me don't be alarmed

You may see me on my walker

Stop and say hello I'm still a talker

You may see me with my cane

Oh how I hide the pain

But when you see me in my wheelchair 

Please don't stare I have a disability yes I'm aware

I will not argue stress nor do the drama

Being in this chair has taught me to be humble

Its hard I'm not going to lie

Every single day I cry

The Hospital is my second home

Funny cause when I go I'm all alone

That's where I get the strength to hold on and be strong

I have my weak moments when I want to throw in the towel

Close your mouth I know so many are saying not you WOW

Depression is real 

I'm no longer holding back or sparing anyone's feelings 
I'm going to tell you actually how I feel

I'm not forcing relationships with family or friends

I have real health issues I don't care who this offends

This is the only body I have to live in

It's not selfish I'm just putting myself first and learning to take care of me 
as well as my body

I've done so much for so many in the past

Amazed at how some are not there for me right now when I would give them my last

I forgive you but I'm paying close attention

There is no animosity or any tension

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@MSKAYES

She Got Pain

She got Pain all in her chest 

Lord, please let her rest

Her bad days are starting to out way the good

Sleep she wishes she could 

Pain so intense it has her up all times of the night

Depression setting in she's fighting with all my might

Most of you see the good days but never the bad

Many ignored, wrote off, didn't check on her she's not even mad

It gave her more strength than she thought she had

Some days she has no strength to get out the bed or cook

Stay tuned this is going to be a helluva book

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@MSKAYES

Its Funny

It’s funny you can’t see me check on me while I’m alive 

But will be front and center at my demise

I'm not throwing shade nor sending a subliminal message

I guess I will chop this up as another life lesson

I'm going to count it all Joy I need all my blessing

I can't make anyone spend time see me or come through 

But for the ones that do I'm grateful for you

I feel like a black sheep at times

Support hmm where are the friends & family of mines

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@MSKAYES

Dont Come For Me

Come for me if you dare

Didn't you read the warning sign dog beware

Go ahead release this beast

I"m a Thoroughbred hungry and ready to be released

Walk away and let it go

This is the first and last time I won't tell you no moe

You don't want no problems with me

Subliminal message Inboxes all that I see

You better walk away and let it be

When I was in your presence you had nothing to say

Now you leaving Voicemails and inbox go back ignoring me like you did the other day

See I'm a grown woman and those type of games I just don't play

2016©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

No Not Yet

No Not Yet

Do you know the real me

Don’t touch my body

Are you at the place where you really care about who I am as a person

Don’t touch my body

Are you absolutely sure you’re ready for a committed relationship

Don’t touch my body

Why am I saying this

Because the real me is not the exterior 

The real me is not the physical 

The real me is a journey to my heart

And you get there through successions of one on one conversation

Walks in the park taking your time showing that you really care

Through daily romantic provocations

That’s the real me that’s what I’m about

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@MSKAYES