My Past

My past is my past
Why are you so facinated with it may I ask
Did I do something you always wanted to do
Who are you to judge me when you don't know what I've been through
You still talk about my past because you don't have a life of your own
Parton me but  I thought you were grown
I should have known when you were sitting up talking about other folks
It was just a matter of time before my past would be spoke


Why are you worrying about what I did in my past
Is it because you don't have a life of your own hum well that's just to bad
Worring is not of God it's of the devil
If you knew this I'm sure you would do better
They talked about Jesus Christ
 Keep talking that's not going to make me loose sight
This is not your battle its mine to fight
My  past made  me into the woman I am today
I tell you what I'm going to do for you that's get on my knees and began to Pray

Father help my Haters understand
I serve you Lord and not man
They cant stop whats in Gods Plan
Haters hear me loud and clear I serve God and not man
My past is my past you have one to
The only difference I had the courage to share mines with all of you
Now tell me is that something you can do
Sure you can't that's why mines fascinates you
Copyright 2011 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved

My Grandmother

My Grandmother is gone to heaven
Not a day goes by when I don't feel her presence
She taught me more then little things
She taught me how to be strong always be treated as a Queen
She was a Lady you had to love
That's why I know God called her home to heaven above
She was very Special and dear to me
At times I still find myself in disbelief
That My Grandmother is no longer here with me
So I asked God why did you take this Grandmother of mine
His reply was child it was just her time
I know she is gone to a better place
I wish just one more time I could see her face
She had a voice where she would sing like a bird
She always love to teach and study God's word
I must say she disciplined me when it was needed
That's how I know how others are to be treated
She showed lots of love and was full of grace
She didn't have a problem putting you in your place
My Grandmother was all I had
Excuse me while I wipe my tears I'm still sad
I know God has called her home to rest
I promise you grandmother I will always do my best
Know more pain and suffering will she do
God I know she is at home safe with you
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Parts of My Story

Parts of my story you wouldn't believe
I thought I had friend's child please
I stayed in a shelter slept under a bridge
The worst of it all was when I was unable to take care of my kids
If you know me then you know they are my life
Dying for them I wouldn't have to think twice
You look at me and say she's got it going on
Little did you know I was the one who had no home
I went days without a meal to eat
Walked up and down the streets wondering where I would sleep
I still remain with a smile on my face
God is not through with me I refuse to quit I have to finish this race
The old Kaye is dead so please let here rest
When God gets through with me then you will see me at my best
Always remember you don't have a testimony without a test
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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Can You Stimulate My Mind....

You say you want to get to know me....  well you have to stimulate my mind 

If you can't do that there is no need to waste your time or mines

I need you to get in my head.. my mind is yearning to be feed.. not  just trying to get me in the bed

That's required if you want to get to know me like you said

I need you to take your time, be patience... there's no need to rush... Giving me that mental stimulation is a must

I don’t want nor do I need a temporary fix....Stimulate my mind you can keep your stick.. I'm not a THOT nor will I be anyone's jump off or slide line chicks

I"m putting the cards all on the table

With that being said the things I ask and require are you able

I'm letting you know what I'm seeking and  what I'm about.... so that there won't be any miscommunication 

I'm seeking a partnership with more then sexual sensation

Where I need you.... isn't  inside of me.... but I need you to go deep look into my eyes they tell a story....I NEED TIME, MENTAL STIMULATION and a whole lot of PATIENCE...  thats what I need you to  discover.. I'm so beyond quick fixes, stick and move type bothers.. I'm ready for a  lover that I can lay with and it not involving using a rubber or pulling back the covers

I need you to make love to my mind for that's where you can start if you want my time.....Are you ready to pursue... If not there is know reason I need to continue to talk or get to know you.. Do you see this look on my face,  I need that good mind blowing loving.... you know the kind up above my waist. I need you to Make love to me from the shoulders up,  cause just playing in my stuff just ain't enough......Right now I need mental stimulation not sexual gratification....That's not where were at..I’m not ready for all of that..... See at this point you have to show me with your actions and not with you words  That will keep the unnecessary from occurring

I've only known  you for a short while....You compliment me babe I like your I'm feeling and digging your style. Loving me from the inside should be your only mission... I"m giving you the blue print make sure your pay attention. 

I'm a beast, loyal, trust worthy, honest a team player you should try and keep..All I want to know is can you take it deep

I want you to take your time, go real slow, If you do that I will want you even more

If you can get in my head.....The rest goes on said

So my question to you is can you stimulate my mind

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You got me thinking

Just when I thought I had given up on love

You came in and showed me what it was really made of

I like when you hold me and tell me everything is ok

How you call and check on me throughout the day

How you hold my hand when were out

You let everyone know I’m your Lady so they won’t have to doubt

How we sit up and talk about the Lord for hours

How you like to surprise me and send me my favorite flowers

You told me to trust you, you will never hurt me
You had me lost for words, when you told me you were my husband to be

Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved
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In The Mist Of My

In The Mist Of My Storm
I lost my home being obedient and doing what my father said
I was not homeless this time he made sure I was feed and had a place to lay my head
He said I gave you a talent to teach and show others their life has just begun
You story will help someone else wither their storm
I was angry in the beginning I’m not going to lie
I didn’t question my father but yes I begin to cry
I didn’t understand how he put me in that place
When I know I was obedient and kept the faith
Right down to the vey hour when they came and sat all my things on the curve
My bother and daughter had to calm my nerve
I know how to get money without a doubt
I smile when I say my God just has me on a different route
So when God closes one door stay strong in your faith
God is a man that cannot lie he makes no mistakes
What God has for you is for you
Humble yourself a little more and watch what he do
Copyright 2010 By Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved.

I GAVE YOU MY CAKE

I GAVE YOU MY CAKE

As I sit here and think about it

Yes it was a Big mistake

I knew better I knew you wasn't worthy of my cake

I laid down the rules coming through the gate

You told me time is something you did not waste

I'm sorry your actions and words just didn't Align

From the looks of it your wasted your time and mines

I don't blame you I blame me because I should have made you wait

You See it had been a minute since my CAKE had been baked

Thinking with the wrong head it wasn't just you that wanted to get in the bed

Yet I told you the deal up front I can repeat every word I said.

I was thinking with my emotions but Im not going to lie I wanted to give you a try

But your actions now have me question my decision  asking myself why

I decided to step outside of the box and try something new

Now Im finding out the words you said to me none of them were true

See I told you I was seeking more than a temporary fix

Nor did I play second and refuse to be the side chick

Some of you men wonder why some woman act a fool stop being slick

I'm not new to this you should have said all you wanted to do was chill

At the moment I was keeping it 100 and keeping it real

See I'm not about jumping from man to man

 Now I'm going to sit down and wait for the man GOD has in plan

The one that's ready to make me his wife

He knows this and doesn't have to think twice

This ain't my first rodeo but it will be my last

I learned some valuable lessons from the ones I dated in my past

Thats how I'm able to call you out and not allow you to take me fast..

I know the difference between real feeling and those that are fake

By the time you get what I'm saying It will be to late

You figured you would tell me what I wanted to hear

So when you called I would always appear

You thought you would keep getting my cake

Based on your talk game and your performance hold on MR. wait

Let me tell you how to get my cake...

Set the oven on 350

It will need to pre heat

Let me pull out a chair so you take a seat

I added a little extra ingredient's in my cake

Make sure your ready and willing to handle this plate

Settling I can't do

I'm a strong woman that's already been through

I'm here to build you up not tear you down

I'm Queen let me fix my grown 

Low self esteem I never had

Let me get the mixing bowl I have a little more Ingredients to add 

Easy no that's not me

A grown woman that does what I want can't you see

The best way to cut out extra  communication is the Key

Bold upfront and blunt

I'm not going to sugar code it I'm going to tell you exactly what I want

Seems like I've added all the ingredient's for  MY CAKE

Let me turn the oven up so it can bake

The next person that gets my CAKE

 Will put a Wedding Ring on my finger and we will have a permanent date

Because everyone is not worthy of  MY CAKE

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