The other woman.. So many times women find them selves in this scenario Kayundra Simpson & Christopher Hershey Collaborated this piece This is Real TALK!!

The other woman..
So many times women find them selves in this scenario Kayundra Simpson & Christopher Hershey Collaborated this piece This is Real TALK!!!


The Other Woman..

(Chris): I was always taught to find a woman like momma but the one I'm with is full of drama.. So my feelings drifted outside of the house and found comfort in the other woman.. I loved my wife but me and the other woman have more in common..


(Kaye): Even though we have more in common this is just a temporary thing you know our days are numbered. We have a connection that can't be explain but we both know in the end all this will lead to is a whole lot of pain. I like you I like you a lot but being your mistress I don't think I will be able to feel that spot


(Chris): But baby were so it why stop, beside I love how you you put it down, the way you drop it like it's hot.. And beyond that what she can't do you pick up the slack.


(Kaye): We started hanging out as friends but somehow the more time we spent feelings started to develop then .You tell me you want to ride or die till the end. I don't see how that's possible, because at the end of the day we both lose no one really wins. If you keep pursuing me the way you do the next thing you will be telling me you love me too. I know what we are doing is not right


(Chris): It can't get no righter baby cause the love that I'm feel from you seems to get tighter.. When were together I feel lighter than a feather but with her it's always bad weather..


(Kaye) It's not bad weather you just don't share that common denominator and with me you know I’m a gladiator. She don't like or participate in the things you like to do. That doesn't give you a right to be untrue. You can’t have you cake and eat it to.


(Chris):I can see that this conversation is about to get heated.... So torn between you both how come I didn't see it.. God how can I stop the bleeding cause I love them both and never wanna mistreat them..


(Kaye): You can't love two women that's just not how it go. I'm not asking you to choose because that's your wife so it's time for me to move on and let go. I'm sorry but I just can't do this anymore


(Chris):Damn you acting like I'm treating you like a hoe but say no more.. I can remember when we first met how them lips looked so wet.. And how I was trying to be so good but I fail the test.. You make me feel my best and less stressed but now it's becoming a hot ass mess..


(Kaye):I have to put myself first and do what's best I want it all and nothing less and unfortunately you can't grant me that request. We both know this was just a need to fill an empty space but now we are at the end of the race. I know this not what you want to here by the look that’s on your face


(Chris):Well this will leave a bad taste In my mouth cause the love between the both of you went south!! Now am stuck and don't know what to do but it's in front of me so I must face the truth.. But what is a man to do so torn and now regretting my pursuit to get with you!! But who would've knew that you would've became my boo.. I'm almost in tears and now all I want is for all this bs to be through


(Kaye): You knew this was not a permanent situation I told you I wasn't one that has a lot of patience. No rules were set in the beginning so sweetheart this is our ending. We had fun but now I want more so I have to move on. I look forward to close this door. I wish you well and as much happiness as life can bring. I don't want to share I want my own king as well as my own wedding ring. I know this was wrong that's why I'm taking a stand. I have to leave you and this situation alone.


(Chris): I’m tripping but without you I feel so alone.. You made me feel like I belong and you invited me into your home.. OK baby I'm gone..... I'm so gone cause I respect your judgment although I don't see what's wrong!! Here we go again damn my life plays the same old song... It ain't no sunshine when she's gone .. Oh well I guess I didn't belong and besides she's cheating to but two rights don't make a wrong.


(Kaye):Your absolutely right that's why I'm gone. Delete my number and don't call my phone. As long was your married you and I have no future so just leave me alone. You won"t have me singing another sad love song..


(Chris):Peace peace my queen maybe In another life you could be my wife.


(Kaye) Maybe in another life but in this one.. Just no its over this is a decision I don't have to think twice2014© Kayundra Simpson & Christopher Hershey, All Rights Reserved www.kayundrasimpson.com
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SHE....

SHE....

Even under the mask she can see the games you play

When your actions and words don't align she will quickly sends you on your way

She will tell you her wants as well as here needs

Pay close attention and listen please

She is making you happy, keeping a smile on your face sexing you like no other

She's your ride or die your friend as well as you lover

She is not thirsty and don't ask for anything

She knows her worth and takes her place as a Queen

She will only deal with inconsistency for a short time

She would rather walk away than give you a piece of her mind

She likes you tells you the things your doing wrong

She is making one more attempt before she leaves you alone

Are you listening, striving to fix it, better yet paying attention

You've ran out of chances her silence will say everything else she didn't mention

Shes down for you and has your back

But treating her the same way is a tool you seem to lack

You can't continue to get if you don't give

 Life is about transactions a real man steps up to the plate and spoil his woman for real

A woman who ask for nothing should get it all

She shouldn't have to ask for a text or for you to be consistent with your calls

 Men are natural hunters... If she's as important as you say

Your going to call text check on her through out your day

She made her intentions known coming through the gate

You said you was down with her and would help clear her plate

How much more do you think she's going to put up with your lies and continue to wait...
Your out with your boys look a cross the room and she's out on a date
Unfortunately no more of your inconsistency could she take
She's positioning her self for her future and soul mate

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I'm Feeling you....A Collaboration between Terrance Lamar & Kayundra Simpson

I'm Feeling You

(Kayundra Speaking)

I'm Feeling you

I'm not going to lie

Tonight I had to stop, think, and ask myself WHY 

We TALK & Text all through the DAY 

If I call you LATE night will you answer your PHONE no way

You say I'm your LADY

Is that because your trying to get between my LEGS just maybe 

A FOOL I'm not 

Your PLAYING games and you need to STOP 

Now I could be mistaken 

REAL TALK this don't look like a good SITUATION 

PROVE me wrong If you can 

If not being my MAN wont be in the plan 

(Terrance Speaking) 

I feel you and I'm FEELING you this I can't deny.. 

I would tell you story, before I tell you a LIE!!

My story of life, love, and relationships of the past..

which are really not important, because obviously they didn't LAST!!! 

Me saying you're my lady and you saying I'm your man

is our way of agreeing to give US a chance 

I enjoy our talks & text I think it helps us grow

 WHATEVER form of communication it takes, to keep us close.. 

Now you're pretty, smart, and sexy so what's between your LEGS is good I'm SURE

but I'd rather get what's between your CHEST and BACK, because I know that's PURE!!!!!

(Kayundra Speaking)

What you're saying REALLY sounds good

Instead of telling me why don't you SHOW me if you would

DON'T get me wrong I need your ACTIONS and WORDS to align

Otherwise I can't and will not give you anymore of my TIME

I have a lot of LOVE to give

But if you can't keep it 100 there's no way we can BUILD

I'm to OLD for a boo thang, cut buddy or hanging out, let alone just chill

Something in my gut tells me your not keeping it REAL

After a certain time of the night your  PHONE is powered off

I'm sorry EXPLAIN that cause I'm kind of LOST

You say you have nothing to HIDE

So an explanation I need you to provide

I refuse to let anyone take me down through there on a joy ride

(Terrance Speaking)

It sounds like... you've been hurt once or twice

 maybe broke a heart or two yourself.. but that's why is called the circle of LIFE

This NEED of ASSURANCE I understand very well

 but no one can knows the future ONLY TIME will tell

 time is the essence WE neither have to waste, or spare so my question to you is where do we go from here

cause I thought my actions were deliberate, and my intentions were CLEAR!

My intentions are to be up front honest and honestly 

if you don't feel I have I'm sorry  but when you start to question 

my INTEGRITY we kinda have a problem!!! 

If I didn't want this I'm GROWN enough to say it and we both can move on 

I would never do something as MINUSCULE as turning off the phone, come on!

 I LOVE your mind, soul, and body..but if you're UNSURE, we should take a pass. 

Cause though I love making love to you, I want our LOVE TO LAST!!!!!

(Kayundra Speaking)

Now that we are on the same PAGE

 let's go ahead and  go to the next level set the stage... 

I need you to make LOVE to my MIND and STIMULATE it at the same time

But most of all put in that work and give me quality time 

Where we go from here well....

 I want you to lay back and enjoy the RIDE

 these FEELINGS of mine i will no longer hide.

 Your body will be my play GROUND

YES its about to go down .

 What I'm ABOUT to do to you is not RECREATIONAL or for LEISURE

 Know its ME you want because I aim to please ya.

I told you with ME there would be a lot for FIRST

I'm a BEAST none of this is rehearsed

 I'm not  GOOD or with that ONE night stand 

SO make sure your words and ACTIONS go hand and hand..

I go HARDER than paint and I can only do the things I do with MY man!!!!

2014© Kayundra Simpson And Terrance Lamar, All Rights Reserved

I PRETEND I don't see...A Collaboration between Terrance Lamar & Kayundra Simpson

Terrance: I PRETEND I don't see, your lust for what's in these streets, but you say you LOVE ME...I PRETEND I don't hear, when you think your being discrete, the conversations you hold SECRETLY!I pretend I'm sleep, so YOU THINK it's OK to text, and TWEET..(wrong)So I Put on a smile, and act like everything is OK, until YOU come home ONE DAY...To that house, that used to be a HOME, and everything in it is GONE..and a DIVORCE DECREE is all you see. Then YOU'LL will KNOW, I was the ONE "PRETENDING" all ALONE!!!!!

Kayundra: Don't pretend we both know something is wrong Lets address it try and fix it or we move on Its been a minute since our house has been a home Maybe I went about it the wrong way to get your attention-now that I have it are you ready to listen I have lust for the streets naw just creating other ways for our family to eat I love you and that's something I can't deny I'm with you to the end I'm your ride or die 

Terrance: OK I'm listening..talk to me, but not AT ME, or treat me like I'm SLOW, cause that by now you should ALREADY KNOW(I'm not!!!). I don't really talk much, but when I do, I need you to LISTEN..I'm sorry it had to come to this, just to get YOUR ATTENTION!! ADMITTEDLY I can say, I hadn't communicated I'm the best way..but I've loved you so much, for SO LONG, I forced myself to looked the other way! I tried telling myself that what we share is BIGGER than the secret phone calls, you staying gone from home, and those streets corners you be bumping..but the LONGER I kept quiet about it, the MORE I felt US LACKING SOMETHING!!! And we both know where there's a lack, there's A NEED, and people will ALWAYS try to get their needs FULFILLED..so let's fix this NOW, cause if given the chance SOMEONE ELSE WILL!!!!!

Kayundra: I don't think your slow but lately your actions have me feeling you don't love me any more. See I need you to communicate with me, don't you know I love you immensely, Losing you is something I don't want to do so baby tell me what do we need to do. I hear you loud and clear tell me where we go from here. Patience is still something I'm trying to perfect, we have got to communicate more so that we don't become each others EX,  Sometime I need you to slow down pour me a glass of wine rub my feet, don't say a word just listen. Lately I have had so much built up  and its causing us a lot of tension. When I tell you I'm hurt and I give you details don't blow me off  like I'm some random female.  Pay attention to my wants as well  as my needs, mentally emotionally spiritually my mind I need you to feed. How we got here I don't know I love you with every breath I breathe, You touch me like no other can don't you know your my best friend, my lover and my man sweetheart don't you know I'm your cheerleader and your #1fan. I'm going to take the blame for my actions and you take the blame for yours.  I'm excited to see what our future has in store. There is know one on this earth I love more...

Terrance:There ONCE was a time when WE didn't have to say it..OUR thoughts, our feelings and actions CONVEYED IT...I knew when you were hurt, and your HAPPY, and you knew MINE..I'd rub your feet, you'd wash my back, those were the GOOD TIMES!!! Those are the TIMES I MISS, and I know we have in us still..if we can put the BS to the side, and get back to what's REAL!!! Now we can talk about til our face turns blue, but let's be about it..Cause you love me, and I LOVE YOU...and though it's good being told, it's BETTER being SHOWED, then there's no doubt that IT'S TRUE!!!!!(soletsmakeitWORK)

2014© Kayundra Simpson And Terrance Lamar, All Rights Reserved

Its up to you

Where we go from here its up to you and how you pursue

Its not what you say but what you do

When you words and actions don't align

I get on down I dont waste my time

I give whats giving

Time shouldn't be forced but willing

I hear all the things you say

But its 24hrs in a day

A quick call or text just to say hey

That shouldn't be to much to ask

But if you have a problem fulfilling that task

I assure you... you will not last

Friend zone is where you will stay 

I'm at a place I know what I want and games I do not play

If your not ready to establish a friendship to lead to more

I'm sorry this is where it ends we have nothing to explore

If your seeking a quick fix or some nunu 

I'm sorry but pursing me is not what you need to do

I played games while I was in school 

You cant run that on me I'm know ones fool

Everything is a give and take

You have to be persistence and consistence to make me your mate

I don't do multiple people just that one I can build with and establish a permanent date

So until then I will patiently wait

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15 Ways To Wake Up With Motivation

15 Ways To Wake Up With Motivation


Through all of the stories of great successes, it’s the men and women who found their motivation and consistently used it as their main drive to reach success.


Motivation and excitement about your vision, your ambition, your goal, give you energy and an ability to do what others can, but won’t do. If you’re motivated, you work longer hours, but are also more productive and focused in those hours you work. But what if you’re not internally motivated day after day to hustle, work, and trudge through the daily tasks that make-up the path to your end goal?


Are you relegated to a life of mediocrity, or is motivation something that can be coached, practiced, and created?
1. Have your biggest dreams written on a massive white board


Your dreams and audacious goals should be written where you can consistently see them. I use a big white board next to my desk. On the white board are my big goals, my weekly goals, and motivational quotes. This helps me keep the eye on the prize, maintain focus, and ward of the distractions that make their way into my day.




2. Focus only on TODAY


We can get lost in thinking about the future or regretting the past. What’s terrible about this is that while you’re worrying and wishing you were in a different position in life, someone else is working.


Worry does no good. If you truly want to succeed you need to learn how to focus your mind only on the present. Do what you can do in the moment, work on the project at hand, accomplish your daily goals and tasks, and you’ll do the same with your bigger, lifelong goals and dreams.




3. Have only 3 things on your to do list that MUST BE accomplished


Don’t try and fill your day with too much. Sure, you’d like to get a lot accomplished, but there should be 3 (only 3) important tasks that NEED to be accomplished. Focus on these first. When they’re completed, and only when they’re completed, are you allowed to move on to other things.


Too many people spread themselves thin. What ends up happening is they get overwhelmed, which crushes their motivation, and nothing gets done.


If you’re focused, you’ll stay motivated, you’ll get more done, and you’ll be where you want to be a lot faster.




4. Practice discipline


Discipline isn’t sexy, but it’s necessary. It’s in discipline that we gain freedom. We gain freedom to get more done, to improve, and to remove regret from our lives.


When you’re focused only on today, doing only what needs to be done in the now, nothing else matters. But discipline needs to be practiced everyday.


When a reporter asked two-time MVP point guard Steve Nash, how often he trained growing up, he said (and I paraphrase) Everyday. I never missed a workout, because I knew that if I missed one, I’d give myself a reason to miss another.


If you practice laziness and distraction, that is what you’ll be, and you’ll be left with nothing but regret and failure. Practice being successful by doing what successful people do everyday: they remain disciplined.


Remember, take it one day at a time. Don’t get overwhelmed with eternity when the present should be your only concern.




5. Create an inspiring environment


Your environment HAS TO inspire you. Surround yourself with images that motivate you, but also in a clean, clear space. Clutter truly does clutter the mind, but it can also be depressing to be in a messy area.


Pattern your work environment as you’d love it to be. Spend a little money on a nice desk if that’s your thing, but make sure your work space inspires you and motivates you. This is where the magic happens. This is where you should be spending most of your time. So make sure it affects you positively.




6. Have a quotes list near your desk, and your bed


It’s not the critic who counts… The famous quote by Theodore Roosevelt is always close. Be it in my notebook (one of the two), or handing from my bathroom mirror, or next to my bed, I always have inspirational quotes that keep me focused, upbeat, and aware that success isn’t immediate. That success takes hard work, dedication and much sacrifice.


If “making it” was easy, everyone would have made it. That’s why I respect all entrepreneurs, it takes guts to be in the arena.




7. Workout everyday


Part of staying motivated is warding off depressive thoughts. Being physically fit helps with that not only from an image and an energy aspect, but hormonally as well.


For men, being physically fit will help raise your natural levels of testosterone, which leads to diminished likelihood of depression. So get in the gym at least 4 times a week, and get outside and get active.




8. Set mini, measurable goals


You’ll have your big goals – and make sure they’re as clear as possible – but they need to be broken into smaller goals as well. Make these goals measurable and attainable in the near future (like “to-do’s”).


Everything should be measurable so you know where you are in relation to where you want to be (EVERYTHING).




9. Work in 90-120 minute intervals, interspersed with active breaks


Your work should be intense, purposeful, and focused. Studies have shown that we can do so for a 90-minute period, but tend to lose focus once that 90-minute period is finished.


One of the best ways to regain focus is to do something active. The endorphins release by a quick jog or set of sprints will help you not only gain energy, but regain focus.




10. Don’t work on small projects


That is, don’t set small goals that don’t excite you. You NEED TO BE excited about what you’re trying to accomplish. If it doesn’t excite you, how are you going to be motivated?




11. Clean once a week


Clean your house and work space once a week. Keep clutter and mess out of your life if you want to keep consistently motivated.




12. Take mini-vacations monthly


While the hustle and grind of creating something – i.e. the life of an entrepreneur – can be arduous and necessary, it needs “mini jolts”. Nature, for myself, is the best way to give me the jolts I need to stay focused, hustle daily, and accomplish big things.


You don’t have to spend a lot of money, but you should unplug once a month. Go local, but do what you gotta do to get out of your routine. You’ll not only be re-energized, but you’ll find that nature can enhance your creativity.


Bring a notebook and a book to accompany you on your adventure.




13. Read voraciously


Great people read. Books are their companions. Check out The Gates Notes - it’s Bill Gates personal website, filled with his personal notes on whatever he’s reading.


In all of my study of great people, be they politicians, entrepreneurs, or conquerors, knowledge was something they all craved. If you want greatness in your future, read in your present.




14. Journal daily


Spend one week making notes about when your energy levels – and motivation levels – are at their highest. There should be patterns. Use these patterns to your advantage.


Put your most important tasks in the times when your energy levels are at their height (I do all of my writing in the wee hours of the morning, or late at night, when no one is awake to bother me, and I can focus on one thing).


A journal will also help with clarity. It’s far easier to be motivated when your mind is clear, and the road to your goal is as well.




15. Win your mental battles


In his book, Think and Grow Rich, Napoleon Hill consistently refers to the battles we have in our minds. The rich think a certain way, and it isn’t necessarily a greedy way, but a positive one.


The thoughts that fill your mind should only aid you in your journey, they should detract from it. Now, you may think, How can I control all of the thoughts that come in to my head. You may not be able to control whatcomes in, but you do have the power to control which ones you pay attention to.


Fill your mind with creative, positive, and ambitious thoughts. Don’t give energy to your fears and worries. They do nothing but move you further away from your goals.




Bonus: Eliminate ALL distractions


I have an app on my computer called “freedom”. It shuts down the internet and all social media for a time determined by me. I start this timer every time I sit down to write to ensure that I’m not distracted.


If social media distracts you, set up your tweets, posts, or shares with an app like Hootsuite, so your curiosity isn’t constantly getting the better of you.

If you have nothing to distract you, you have no choice but to work.

You make me feel safe

You make me feel safe 

You’re like the calm to my storm 

I feel safe in your arms 

Your spirit I feel in my soul 

I hope you don’t mind me being a little bold 

I want to cater to you and please you in every way 

That is my main objective each and every day 

They say it take 21days to form a habit 

In one I knew I was going to need a straight jacket 

Because I knew you were going to have me crazy in love 

I also knew a challenge this was 

You’re different but also unique 

You’re everything I seek 

Don’t take this as me being weak 

I’m just telling you how I feel 

With you a friendship and more I would like to build 

I’m not in a rush but yes I know what I want 

It’s you I’m not going to front 

I pray for you each and every night

If you hadn't noticed your someone I really like 

I think about you and a smile comes across my face 

With you I always feel safe

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