A couple of foevers

I asked for a couple of forevers
Instead, I got no’s and not ever
I finally realized that forever is a long time to love someone who doesn't satisfy your soul the way the satisfy your body 
I’m more than just a hobby
I asked for a couple of forevers 
Not a temporary fix
At the stage in life, it has to be more than a hit and quit
That ghosting disappearing ignoring me and my calls I ain’t with that shit
I’ve addressed these issues so many times
Giving you chance after chance but this time you crossed the line
I’m seeking a couple of forevers with someone I can spend a lifetime
I took back all the power I gave you and decided to leave
Not because I didn’t love you and didn’t care
This Queen requires a man that’s going to be there
Not disappear and shut down when things are not going his way or unfair
I’m not leaving because I don’t want you
I'm not leaving because I don't care or love you
I’m leaving because forever is just too long to keep disappointing me
I’ve given all I had now I’m releasing you and setting you free
I was foolish to think things would get better and things would change
Just like you were foolish to believe I would stick around  allow you to hurt me and inflect me more pain
Kayundra Simpson is my name…… 
2020©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved

 ~Ms.K.Simpson~ @MSKAYES

Accepting My Disability

I've been disabled now for a year

Its been hard but I'm still here

This journey is not one a lot of you could have made

I'm stating facts not throwing shade

It took me a while to see that my entire life had changed

Pushed some people away I had to learn how to deal with this pain and the fact my entire life had changed

I had become bitter reckless and didn't love me

The mask has come off I can finally see

The direction GOD has for me

I went in on a stretcher came out on a walker then a wheelchair

I lost my independence just didn't seem fair nor if anyone cared

Some doors were closed that won't be reopened

Going through this had me lonely depressed suicidal and broken

On 7/20 the new chapter of my life will begin

This weak heart of mines they will start to mend

Whatever happens, now know that I have peace within

God has been caring me through this storm

But this is not an ordinary storm I needed it for my life to transform

For him to pull out of me what I didn't see in myself

I was broke broken broke down I had nothing left

I fell laid on the floor for a day lost body fluids felt some kind of way

Couldn't move to call anyone so I started to pray

God's got me at the end of the day

The best part about a fall is when you're able to get back up

I don't want your pity or you to feel sorry for me because you think I'm down on my luck

I want your encouragement for you to see I didn't give up I can't do such

Sometimes you have to lose to win

Release some folks family and friend

With every test will be an amazing testimony

Some trial and struggles reveal the fake & phony

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved

 ~Ms.K.Simpson~ @MSKAYES

Interest

She's into you 

Showing you interest too

But chase you she refuses to do

Any kind of relationship takes two

So when you don't put in the time work and effort to pursue

Losing her & her interest you're about to do

The phone works both ways

Yet if she doesn't hit you up or reach out you won't call for days

Its 24hrs in a day it takes less than 30 seconds for a Hello or Hey

People make time for things and people they want to do

If you're what he wants in his life he will take the time to purse

Stop giving more than your getting back in return 

Don't set yourself up to get a broken hurt or get burned

The signs are there beware RUN

Looks like with you all he wants to do is have some FUN
 2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~ @MSKAYES

Let Me Be Your Peace

Let Me Be Your Peace You're doing a million and 1 things 

Building your empire following your dream Grinding daily by any means 

I'm attracted to your intellect 

The conversations so mind-blowing it gets me wet You're always on point in making me smile

 I'm digging you I like your style

 When you're with me all negativity I will help you release

 I'm just trying to be your peace 

The calm to your storm

 I'm not average so don't expect the norm 

Keeping you happy and extremely satisfied 

Here is my application I just applied.....

 I play for keeps not that chick on the side

 See I'm a Queen I'm not one you can hide 2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~ @MSKAYES

I Wonder Why

I wonder why

People say good things about you when you die 

Heart felt makes some cry 

But can't check on you when your alive

Yet will show out at your demise

 Acting a fool and telling lies

 I wonder why

 It shouldn't take a quote pic or post for someone to check on you

 Especially when they know what your going through

 I wonder Why 

Yet they watching you liking your quotes and pics

 But can't call send a text stop by hmmm some of y'all need to quit.

 If something happen to you they would feel real bad 

But you never made time now that's sad

 I wonder why

 People quick to bring up your past

  See the changes your making or made that's a conversation that wont last

 I wonder why

 Everyone is busy and have things going

  When are you coming to show your love ones that going through some love when GOD calls them home 

                                                                       I wonder why

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

DON'T COME FOR ME

Don't come for me that just wouldn't be good 

We all have a past but you want to sit up 

And talk about mines as if you don't have one

Don't get it misunderstood 

The difference between me and you

Is I'm not ashamed of anything I've done 

you must be because about my past your 

Mouth you want to run

This is your only warning hon 

I come with a warning label so

Please proceed with caution 

You on some little BOY/GIRL shit 

I'm trying to build empire I'M BOSSIN

Let me tell my own story I don't need a narrator

But that pillow talking you doing

About me is the move of a hater 

Classy Sassy Sexy with a little bit of HOOD 

Please don't come for me that just wouldn't be GOOD

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES

Keep Calm

Keep Calm I'm going through a storm 

So when you see me don't be alarmed

You may see me on my walker

Stop and say hello I'm still a talker

You may see me with my cane

Oh how I hide the pain

But when you see me in my wheelchair 

Please don't stare I have a disability yes I'm aware

I will not argue stress nor do the drama

Being in this chair has taught me to be humble

Its hard I'm not going to lie

Every single day I cry

The Hospital is my second home

Funny cause when I go I'm all alone

That's where I get the strength to hold on and be strong

I have my weak moments when I want to throw in the towel

Close your mouth I know so many are saying not you WOW

Depression is real 

I'm no longer holding back or sparing anyone's feelings 
I'm going to tell you actually how I feel

I'm not forcing relationships with family or friends

I have real health issues I don't care who this offends

This is the only body I have to live in

It's not selfish I'm just putting myself first and learning to take care of me 
as well as my body

I've done so much for so many in the past

Amazed at how some are not there for me right now when I would give them my last

I forgive you but I'm paying close attention

There is no animosity or any tension

2018©Kayundra Simpson, All Rights Reserved ~Ms.K.Simpson~

@MSKAYES